Sunday, June 24, 2007

been playing guitar alot lol

till my fingers really hurt

ummm
and i have this stupid habit of removing the thick layer of dead skin on my finger
which removes the protection that enable me to press the strings longer and harder

lol


but whoo

thanks to zq for introing me zanarkand to play!

lol -.- my current progress is the 1st line of the score. can play the 1st line but the last 1/3 of the line is very unstable lol.

but whoo! it's nice!

starting to love guitar more and more.

[2 hours after watching tv and playing guitar during ads]

hmmm

starting to feel my whole arm ache when i stretch

is it because of guitar? =o


bla.

4th week past for iap.

that means? pay?! =oooo

i have my plans for a lot of things i wanna buy lol

1st of all that's of upmost importance is a personal com

getting one has nvr been easy for me without any income at all. but suddenly due to freelance, safety at work and iap

my 1st official income is coming.

next is... um...

one mp3 player to replace my dead ipod.
i want a mp3 with radio function! but ppl says creative sucks. and ipod doesnt have such function -.-

next...
i believe if those 2 are settled i should still have money.
i have 2 options. a gaming console or a new and much better guitar.

let's analyse this 2.

common: both will take up quite abit of my time.

guitar pros and cons: certainly will feel way better with a better guitar than wad i'm having now. i tried a good guitar b4 and i can feel the difference really. and that means i'll be really set to play guitar really properly and well. cons... ummm is there any? no idea =o

console pros and cons: ds sounds tempting anyway. ok pros... fun, relaxing destressing interactive. can play with friends and stuff. cons! ummmm it's basically a life sucking device. doesnt really improve any side of my life. i'll lose concentration on guitar and my design works.

after comparing i think. getting a guitar is way more worth while.
ds will get outdated with time but guitar doesnt.


i'll still consider for time being.
maybe i'll buy a guitar when i really do improve quite abit.


hmmm seems that my blog post is more solid lately. i mean with more content and stuff. lol


why
do i seem to dream of you still.
but that really reminds me of 1 litre of tears.

aya ( the lead actress who suffered from terminal illness) had dreams oftenly about her running around playing basketball freely like she used to be.

she's actually wheelchair bounded. but she often had such dreams.
until one day. she finally dreamt that she's sitting on her wheelchair. then, she knew she already accepted the fact that she could no long be what she used to be.

i dreamt about you.
i dream about me treating u as invisible even though u were just really near me.

this is the most vivid dream i've had recently.

what else can i say?


where are you anyway.
lol.. haha