Wednesday, August 31, 2005
in a way.
i am crazy now.
my visions are flawed.
both, the specs and computer.
i almost vomitted blood with regards to my specs.
blood really boiled just now.
i hardly really get pissed off till such extent
but yet i feel guilty as my sister just was trying to help me.
perhaps i'm just angry that she doesnt understand my objective.
i was able to cool down soon
glad about it
cant seem to shake it off.
i am able to accept it but it's so.
i trying.
why?
why..
maybe it'll be fine just as.
i'll gladly accept this and it together.
i know it's gonna
maybe i can
well.
isn't things always like this for me?
um i guess so.
=]
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, August 31, 2005
my specs handle broke
i'm typing without wearing specs
it sucks.
brokw without any reason at all yest nite b4 going to slp.
i just took it off as usual when i slp and it just broke like this
3 months only.
yes...
3 months.
you can say it's short
but i supposed 3 months is enough to see many things
many many
i went out today awkwardly with this spoilt specs
not because it looks ugly but it gives me a slightly warped vision.
sometimes i couldnt take it i just take it off
that's wad i did in the morning when i walk to mrt.
i kinda blamed myself: 'why is my vision so blur? why do i have to wear specs? wad have i done to have such a blur vision? wad will happen if i dun have a specs? can i live without it?"
do i look more nua without specs?
i dunno
i just need to squint more without specs
maybe it made me look nua
i'm not really even until now
will nap after blogging tho =.=
although i say this time and again
slp early and take care of urself la =.=
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, August 31, 2005
i dunno this is the how many time i blog today.
ok in a way i agree it's irritating to blog so many times
but i really have things to say
i feel disturbed.
there are really really alot of things i feel like saying but nothing ever gets out of my head.
i'm simply drawing too much parallels.
it's getting stagnant.
i remembered my shoebox
perhaps the dark space
yes
expanding tonight.
maybe some soothing music will do me good.
i'm listening to yes933 now.
staring at the screen.
noticed how slow moving it is today
particularly today.
msg alot of people
um not really today
from 10 pm onwards
i was using com till 9 b4 i let my sis use
it's fast paced and light.
quite a few people msg me in msn.
now suddenly the bar is frozen.
nothing is blinking.
ame dao me right lol
hm
slowing down.
hey u bastard yeelong
no have no time to laze around here and think about retarded things
u still have UM quiz tml!
have you studied? cmon la u ass
still lazing around?
wake up ur idea for gdness sake.
i seriously feel like giving u a big tight slap in ur spastic face.
wake up and start working and how u usually would!
remember?
tian kong wu xian lian
zhi yao mei you wu
get this clear...
GET THIS CLEAR YOU BASTARD.
i know
it's ok to get low sometimes
but U HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO STAND UP
and not sink in it.
keep up this way and u will lose it all eventually!
i dun even know wad u are pondering over man.
trivial matters shouldnt affect you to this extent!
get a grip!
you know u will feel better after being scolded like this isnt it!
=D
yes that's the way ok!
ok i really do feel much better
it's my so called self healing method =D
do try it if u are low or down yea?
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
yh told me not to make an ass out of me and him
yea dun assume.
well.
i've forgotten.
forgotten how i stood in the past.
i can be stronger.
ummmm
heaven knows heaven knows...
when u really sing it out
u feel the pain from it.
um
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, August 30, 2005
i hate it
really do
i hate it...
....................................
begone.......
._.
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, August 30, 2005
um
didnt slp for the night
it was a wierd feeling
yet i was pretty pissed off
the mechanism worked fine for the 2 trial runs
but it failed miserably for the actual card.
um...
ok was getting really nua today
nothing really got my attention or wadsoeva
perhaps
just the song - heaven knows by rick price again
i'm getting quite addicted to it
repeating and repeating it...
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so
hmmm... listening to songs with a particular mood for too long DOES affect someone's emotion
but uh it is still a good song
blogging more later
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, August 30, 2005
feels like in sec 3 mid
where such stuff surfaced to me again
yet
this time round
i was much much more matured in viewing that i must say
guess the past experience had imprinted the values on me deeply
yet i have only vague recollection of the happenings
somethings should be kept deeply yet lightly in the heart.
um
i found parallels from this time to those of that in the past
seemingly complicated
yet i'd say it's just how it's being tackled
the very fact that it seems complicated makes it really complicated.
i'd say i'm still lost like how i was
i cant tackle such problems
no
i shouldnt be thinking in such a way.
hmmmmmm...
well i dunno.
wellllll
let the nature take its course
i am just glad i am more sensitive i GUESS
um today found yf online
so i blasted her qns like
wah how are u? how's life? why u remove ur blog? blablabla
she actually just changed her url
wtf and yh knew this long ago
ok doh i'm not a gd fren
well... i doubt she'll read my blog anyway haha
but hmmm
just wish you gd luck and less stress in TJ la
and DUN EVER THINK OF COMMITTING SUICIDE OK U DOH
well kinda browsed thru her blog and saw that =.=
not even a slight idea ok
i can notice my change from the past
positive
but hmmm
i dun exactly have gd feelings for it over time.
this word cynical is so cynical
i dun really know how to use this word but i'm feeling cynical towards it
i'm not a wierd person but i am one
Rick Price's Heaven Knows is really nice.
ummmmm..
love it...
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Monday, August 29, 2005
feel much happier and lighter now
=p
ummmm
i saw the light shining there
i guess walking there will be the right path
i'm so much of myself now
like nose block suddenly gone
very nice feeling =D
=D
but u know....
in the process
i forgotten wad i need to do for home work -looks at time now-
ummmm
fate will put me through LOL
XD
ummmm =x
bnn strummed a note at Monday, August 29, 2005
Sunday, August 28, 2005
i feel kinda disturbed
um
by myself
long ago
ever since pri sch
no matter how much i care for a person
expressing them out just isnt the way for me
i cant do it.
end up doing things that'll hurt people i care for
end up regretting
well
since i nvr did say it out
lemme say this
i'm sorry for hitting you up so badly and in the end losing our frenship
i always wanted to send u greeting cards during occasions but i always didnt have the courage to
deep down, i just wanted to know how much u regarded me as friends ever since i said i'd change for the good.
whatever it is, i know it all boils down to what i've done. you've been a good friend i guess. ur tolerance towards me is wonderful and i know i nvr did cherish.
thanks peng yuan.
i always used to say: i'll be there for you, always be with u by ur side
now i am pretty horrified by it. cause i know all these are so superficial, at least i know for me it's hard to do it.
but i do wanna care
i wanna care alot alot
yet i am scared they become annoying
i dunno how to care for someone
although i always try but i end up pondering again.
'i guess there'll be other people to care for you'
'i guess you will be ok'
'i guess there are others that u'll open urself to'
'maybe i'll make things worst'
'i might be simply causing more of a nuisance'
i dunno how.
i guess it's pretty selfish this way
but i'm scared in a way too.
Heaven Knows by Rick Price
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, August 28, 2005
um...
guess i have finally gotten used to the computer again
feel less dry totally
oopps it's almost 3 am now...
i guess i have to set example if i want people to slp early too...
._.
but hey
u know when ur parents bug u to go and slp
u know they care for u right?
they are not CHASING u off right?!
same goes for my case wad!
i care ok! =.=
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, August 28, 2005
Saturday, August 27, 2005
finally i can blog with ease now
i'm using my own com
eh?
ummm....
i cant explain...
just that i really cannot take it...
i tried to use the com again
tried to do something
maybe it sympathises me... =x
suffering from fatique which doesnt make sense
i'm not really tired too
it kinda gets heavy when it doesnt get out
um.....
as i'm typing
all these letters that are coming out are like questions, doubts and worries that are staring right at my face
ummmmmm...
i wish i can have a big black plastic bag
so i can vomit them out
sometimes i wonder
why do i know that many many many of my thinkings and thoughts are uncalled for and are totally senseless
but i still get bothered by them?
i can be more positive in life cmon
you can say, all those stuff above are ringing in my head pretty constantly
hmmm...
but well i'm not going down with all these things
ummmm...
ok..
saw a saga seed 2 days ago
picked it up and kept it
ummmmm
=.= and drea took it away
well... i'm very attracted to it
as i placed it in the centre of my palm
i felt fascinated
i dunno why
i just know i wanna collect more
99...9? =x
um.... but...
hmmmmmm...
i wonder..
=.=
perhaps i just recovered from this 'awayness' from the com
feeling abit anti social from it i guess
recovering pretty fast
ok this is annoying
i need to wake up ok?
i will!
i know i will... -.-
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, August 27, 2005
Friday, August 26, 2005
com down for 1 week
it's extremely dry and hard to pass
um....
i finally felt it
yet another struggle
but this time i faced it well i guess
um... well i can give it a harder push but i dun think it is appropriate
it's self rewarding knowing that i am still well and optimistic haha
well the only thing i hope now is to get a new com and yea XD
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
._.
._.
._.
another reminder for those who like to SLP late and get NUA next day,
please.....
Please....
PLEASEEEEEE.....
PLEEEEEEEAAAAAASSSSEEEE.....
slp early la ok?
bnn strummed a note at Friday, August 26, 2005
Monday, August 22, 2005
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
my com is down
it died on me
i'm dying too
feeling extremely dry without my computer
using a school com now
i'm dying! =.=
i am flicking jeremy now oooo LOL
ummmm
good things come but often not for long
yea
a point to ponder on
ummmmmmmmmm
i'm so dead......
bnn strummed a note at Monday, August 22, 2005
Friday, August 19, 2005
uhhh
failed at the vector attempt
i prefer shading over vector man
vector need much more precise planning
but i'm not going down!
ordeals in life just mean you have to grow stronger!
um......
more and more......
and more
and more...
and more.....
oh ya... i dun bluff one lor. i mean wad i say =p
bnn strummed a note at Friday, August 19, 2005
Thursday, August 18, 2005
uhhh
now is 12
as promised i am slping asap which is now =p
um
cock eye and nua can be cute wad right? XD
ok la but u cute ok? OK?! XD
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, August 18, 2005
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
um
today
grave of fireflies
DISAPPOINTED with the quality man...
resolution, how smooth it is
omg like shit
who is the retard who spoil my sis's discs until like that...
nvm i'll buy the dvd next time SOON
really love the animation
more and more...
more and more...
more and more...
more and more......
more and more..............
more.....
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, August 17, 2005
oh yea...
let me emphasise that lack of slping can cause poor complexion, dark eye ring and NUAness
but drea u do look cute when u are nua LOL!
though i rather not see it =.=
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, August 17, 2005
today
seemingly a below average day for me
well
no
it's not true
i kinda enjoyed
DF presentation flunked as expected
but well i was able to absorb to the fullest of what i could during the rest of it
u know u can tell how much the tcher expects and how much you can expect from him/her eyes
yea i saw that in ms soon's eyes
anger, pissed, soft
yea i'm someone who gets things done by such approach.
haha.
though today v nua
i think today has been the most constructive day i've spend for the past 2 months
i was 'diligently' practising my anatomy for that half a day in school
i feel that my vision improved
i can see more stuff which i cant last time
the method from the video is useful to a large extent in this aspect
learn to understand the form yea!
XD
um i love my new phone
love the colors
love the mp3
love the cam
but it'll be like useless if i dun take any pics lol ._.
i'm starting to get used to it
yet not really
yet not really....
yea...
anyhow, i feel better now i guess
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
i..
dunno wad to say.
why am i trying to make my blog sound so sad and tragic where i am just an ordinary person?
no..
i'm sorry
i need to control
yea.
...
i hate how i think and function something actually.
._.
u know something?
right after i type this line
all fatique i should be getting all ago is surging up now.
my feelings couldnt settle.
i'm still..
hovering
what am i searching for anyway?
wake up la...
cmon wake up my idea pls...
life's gonna continue
even if i am stuck in my own world ok
so wake up
but still...
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Monday, August 15, 2005
i'm starting to...
more and more...
yea...
=.=
i can sense it
it was same
but it isnt sane
i'm worried
uh
bnn strummed a note at Monday, August 15, 2005
i shouldn't think about myself.
self control and discipline must come
again the emphasis should not be on me.
dun be selfish
bnn strummed a note at Monday, August 15, 2005
Sunday, August 14, 2005
disgusted
my blog didnt display what i wanted it to
however i can see the words when i go to 'edit post'
it's hen xiang ni by Z chen
wo hen xiang ni.... ni zhi dao ma...?
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, August 14, 2005
can i stop UH-ing?!
can i...?
why does it seem like i have so many things on my mind
not that i dun wanna say it out
i CANT SEEM TO DO IT...
i hate it when i start to uh too much
i hate it...
i hate it....!
._.
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, August 14, 2005
i'm so...
confused?
so..... damn wondering
i dunno what i am doing
i dunno what...
i dunno.
a mini whirlpool in my mind?
._.
well i guess today would be a happy day.
bought new formal wear
new cap
new extra camera batt
new headphone for ipod
new handphone to be collected tml
but...
uh.......
let's be happy OK?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-piaks self to dissipate all weIrd and spastic feelings..-
=D
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, August 14, 2005
Saturday, August 13, 2005
pardon for my bad english
i dunno if u can feel the emotion through the lyrics
._.
well..
well..
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, August 13, 2005
The Way I Care
Loneliness begin at the corner of the matter of my heart.
I grew some sadness, somehow.
Even the stars weren't allow to peek.
I searched a silence through the night...
I searched a silence through the night...
Even the stars weren't allow to peek.
I grew some sadness, somehow.
Loneliness begin at the corner of the matter of my heart.
The way I care
Is a sorrowness you won't notice.
Only when you are unaware,
I can lock my heart up.
Your usual sweetness and warmth
Is the regret of my lifetime.
I burried the pain willingly
Under my face,
Not showing it to you...
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, August 13, 2005
i guess...
i won't run
i won't hide
yea... the constant thing in our lives is changes...
i dun feel hurt when i am feel it
only hurts me when it is that way
perhaps i will just feel withdrawn
but i won't avoid
at least for now i'm sure.
time will tell
like u say
saying so many things
only time can verify
the sky has unlimited blue
only if your heart is cleared of fogs
for the time being
i will stay here
very... 'lyrics and tunes' orientated lately
hmmmm may post up a translated of guang huai fang shi later haha XD
'The Way to Care'
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, August 13, 2005
uh...
i feel...
uhhhhh
so uh-ed
i guess it an uh-ed day
and i feel pretty uh-ed....
i know i am pretty uh-ed but i know i will learn to uh better
i was feeling more and more uh-ed uh uh
but..
time will tell me whether my uh is really uh or not
it is just simple uh or a real uh...
haha...
nice blog entry UH? XD
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, August 13, 2005
Thursday, August 11, 2005
i felt better after talking with yh...
as always he's someone who is always there for me
thanks yh =D
haha.........
i have learnt to take it easier yea?
really thanks yh
but seriously
when i saw u online
my tears almost broke out
for i had so many many things i couldnt say to anyone else
with simple lines u healed me
thanks yh again.
yet again....
i know this is just a small small small small small small part of my life...
yet important.
i've learn to slowly understand what you mean
you know yh?
in the past...
to me u were really a weakling
but u've grown
i know i nvr praise u b4 haha...
but trust me i always think it this way
in fact u are stronger than me =D
i guess u will agree with me that some words are just so hard to say in real life
or even in msn right?
yea so lemme praise u here haha =p
i really feel much better haha... XD
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, August 11, 2005
i dun condemn my life
it's not a rushed feeling
not a sudden one
it's just a outbreak of realisation
i'd just have to say
i still have a long way to go in this aspect
no big ordeal
all minute minute problems
of course... i haven learn much enough....
pls gimme time to get used
to get accustomed to it..
i am confused now anyway
wad can i say?
nah
it'll be fine haha =D
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, August 11, 2005
i copied it out and pasted it in MSword
Word Count:
3606 Words
10 Pages
32454 Characters (no space)
36059 Characters (with space)
1 Paragraph
451 Lines
it's alternate from the start
and it came down straight like a waterfall
that continuous 451 lines.
you wanna know what it's typed there?
.................................................................
life is always unexpected
i didnt expect this unexpected to come
..................................................................
ringing in my head.
.....
but hey u know something?
i'm not sad
not depressed
not moody
well
i am not happy or cheerful either
neutral.
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, August 11, 2005
this qns has nvr left my mind ever since yesterday
worst now
....
-.-
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, August 11, 2005
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
i'm done for...
....
.......
.....
.................
._.
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
today is a wierd day
it's wierd
we are supposed to do something
yet we ended up doing something else.
but
i have to say i enjoyed myself
pissed on another side
though the 'piss' is being overcomed by making fun of the real 'pissed'
today
i have tasted the power of communication
how 2 person can talk at the one time with ACCELERATING SPEED
but u can still somehow understand o.O
ummmm
today is really wierd
ever since yesterday, yesterday's yesterday
it was wierd
why?
i dunno.....
hmmmmmmmm...
this feeling is so wierd
it's like... i am a stone in a bucket of water
another stone dropped in the bucket
the water level rised
now there's 2 stones in the bucket at the same lvl
suddenly, or rather. slowly
another stone went into the bucket
the water lvl rised again
now there's 3 stones in the bucket at the same water lvl
the three stones like floating on the water
yet at the same lvl
seems to be on the same plane yet not in the same dimension
seems to have the same weightage yet in a different context and placement
wads more is there's no more water or stones that can increase the water lvl so that the stones can come out
it's a wierd wierd feeling
u understand?
i somehow do
somehow don't
haha
tell me if u know how i actually feel
o.O
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
uh
2 days of scarce contact can be very dry
bnn strummed a note at Monday, August 08, 2005
hmmm ok
i start to have the drive to blog more regularly
dunno why too
ummmmmm
today was supposed to be a peaceful day until it came to the nite
i just have to say
i am totally disgusted by him
he who claims that he didnt do anything
he who acts as if nothing has ever happened and wants others to do the same
he who feels on sympathy and acts on hypocrisy
i know i am in no position to criticise
no position to hate
but i hate to see my friends, especially those i really care getting hurt
really feel like clicking on that irksome nick and spam on the chatbox
but then again
i know i have no position to
i could only do wad i can
that's the least for wad i can do
well i'm glad i didnt just leave it alone
at least... =D
ok back to him
i know i cant scold u right in ur face but cmon
i'm so damn fucking tired of looking at ur nick changes and ur pathetic emotions
trying to act like some saint? you really gotta get urself thinking
i am narrow yes, i think u really need to get a grip
stop acting like a child and plead for care every else where
CMON, who gives a damn about ur bloody background?
ESP when u dun even reveal ur true self
u wanna love others? LEARN HOW TO LOVE URSELF 1ST
was it wrong to see u as a mature person?
are wearing such a wonderful mask all along?
i'm seriously IRKED
really
for wad u've done
not only disgrace to men
that's not impt
u actually hurt my frens
WAKE UP
STOP being in SELF DENIAL MODE
u are not a kid anymore
BE MORE RESPONSIBLE TO UR OWN ACTIONS!
only then u can love urself
and truly love someone
with ur heart
uh if it's me i won't go about continuing the frenship with him
but i am not them
and he didnt do anything to me as well
i will try to tolerate his actions
but pls
dun hurt my frens anymore =.=
ok enuff for all the rants
i'm glad u cheered up haha
=D
bnn strummed a note at Monday, August 08, 2005
Sunday, August 07, 2005
She may be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song the summer sings
May be the chill the autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day
She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem inside her shell
She who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so crowded and so proudNo one?s allowed to see them when they cry
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
But I?ll remember till the day I die
She may be the reason I surviveThe why and wherefore I?m alive
The one I'll care for through the rough in many years
Me, I?ll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirsFor where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is she
She
She
Uh... it's so unlike me to add a song lyrics in my entry
but i really like this song
ummmmmm i have yet to listen to the original version but soon
fei xiang really done it VERY NICELY...
love the feel from the song..
brings the emotion out....
sometimes... feel like saying something out
yet i feel silenced
it's just like
you tried ur best to scream yet you cant hear any voice...
trying my best to calm down
calm down...
learn to feel back the reality...
i know i won't go too far off...
=]
ok i've listened to the original version now
hmmm
i still prefer fei xiang's version
=D
she........
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, August 07, 2005
Saturday, August 06, 2005
uhhhh.... finally have some time and energy to sit down to think and blog.
went to tk today
i was pretty reluctant as i thought the whole thing would be very harsh
ummmmmmm
apparently not so
kinda healed me anyway
could see the passion in Mr Tan.
guess i was too narrow to think negatively
uhhhhhhhh................
been telling myself to control
yet i feel myself sinking deeper
but i supposed
when time comes
i definitely can control myself ._.
but i cant suppress the happiness sometimes
yet the doubt
and the emptiness after that
uh
this is just the usual process
everytime
i'll be back to normal again after that
i know.
=D
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, August 06, 2005
Thursday, August 04, 2005
i was looking at my past
the blog
the words
the feelings
it's vivid as it ran pass my eyes.
i'm 17 now
time flies.
today was a horrible experience.
or rather yesterday.
think of others.. before u act
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, August 04, 2005
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
um
revamp..
in like.. 1.5 yrs after the 1st blogskin i searched for
it's hard to find gd one nowadays
even with this skin
i had to remove like 20% of the stuff which i think is totally abundant to me.
i like my blog clean and easy to navigate
with normal words and typings
not like 'i miss eeeeuuuu'
'i lub euuuuuu'
'euuuuu lub mieeee'
tell me, WTF ARE ALL THESE?!
english not english
chinese not chinese
trying to act unique?
SORRY.
that's do yucky and disgusting
disturbing and what more can i say?
YOU THINK ABOUT IT.
CMON!
very simple, put it this way
u = you
ur = your
dun = don't
they make sense as a shortcut isnt it?
but this?
euuu = you
miee = me
dunch = don't
act cute?
gross for goodness sake man.
ok all for the ranting..
just wanna say that...
hmmm..
in this world..
there are many instances we have to think
we have to think before we act or say anything
if u know u will hurt anyone
think twice
dun be in a self denial mode
i'm so sad to witness it in such a short time
u know this is not the way
yet YOU indulge in it.
this world doesnt belong to YOURSELF
walk out of the cage and look at ur fellow friends and feel for what they are thinking
if you can't even share abit of your true self.
i'm sad.
it's really sad knowing how a person can CHANGE from instances to instances
very sour. YOU KNOW IT URSELF.
be yourself once please.
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, August 03, 2005