Monday, May 31, 2004
downloaded 1 ep of aishiteru ze baby
funny name right =.=
the little girl in it is damncute la..
that's it man
but it looks like the same old type of school anime
hmmmmm
wonders if i should continue
from here i can somehow conclude that gunslinger girl (GSG) is a more special anime than the normal genres
i will continue to watch that of cos
meantime i miss fruit baskets..
oh ya..
i saw the art bk of it in kino
but the cover pages looks so amaturish
hmmm...
no idea...
=x
i didnt draw today for gdness sake
forget lol
=.=
3 days..
bday...
=.=
who will care..
i wonder..
received that poker deck as the only prezzie..
wonders if will there be any prezzie this year...
;-;
nvm
=.=
uhhh...
bnn strummed a note at Monday, May 31, 2004
finally...
2 gigs worth of gunslinger girl
13 episodes
downloaded...
people tell me it's a boring anime
coylime tell me it's a very serious anime (she nvr watch b4)
hmm...
i still would see it as interesting
cos at my level i like to see how emotions are developed
this anime has got no humor
up till now i watched 4 eps
not much of a progress in story i guess
but it's slowly revealing each girl's emotions and difficulty
i guess i'm pretty extreme
i like very hyper and humor stuff
yet i like quiet and serious things also
i saw that part on rico
she was on a mission to assasinate someone
and she met a stranger teenage boy(emillio i forgot the sp) on the way
it's like a bell boy in a hotel where the assasination is supposed to take place
i guess emillio kinda liked her and rico feels the same way
the day of assasination, just after she has done her job
emillio appeared right infront of her
it's painful.. she had to kill him..
yea.. invoke some of my feelings
always does
looking forward to MnH ep 9
midori is too cute to resist..
=p
eh... i miss that blush still..
looking forward to tml lol
bnn strummed a note at Monday, May 31, 2004
Sunday, May 30, 2004
irritated..
by the fucked up attitude my sister give
something which i anticipated will be wad i think of
she tell me to shut up
when it happens
she give me that fucking face
retarded...
actually it reminds me of something... ar... bad stuff...
nvm...
argh...
kk keep calling me nowadays...
=.= headache...
but if ppl say i biased to him i can only say i'm not
he's the one who only call me up
no one else does
dun expect me to call up everyone to chat with them for hours
that's absurd
=.=
the best part today is i learnt to love my tablet more
went to pendako boards to train
train alot
my tablet accuracy improved quite abit
great feelin about it
i drew quite a few pic up there which i actually like alot
fun..
keeping my momentum there..
on and on...
i'm pretty retarded actually
today there was actually an outing
i nvr go cos i tot tml cos sch
then when ppl was talking about chinese o lvl
i suddenly recalled tml was it
crap
and i stayed at home for nothing
DANG
i'm stupid
but nvrtheless i draw
i guess i did something productive today as well
no loss
=.=
but i kinda miss ppl like kee
=x
=.=
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wonders when MnH ep 9 will come out...
i miss midori's cuteness~
very cute...
i miss her blush and smile..
uber sweetness
=.=
i'm crazy
=.=
lalalalalalalala...
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, May 30, 2004
i woke up after a dream...
i dunno if it's me... but someone is taking pictures of his frens
apparently not really frens i guess but from the dream
realised that a sincere smile brings joy
long time since i had such a dream...
lol that's why i love that smile and blush~
=.=
corny =.=
a little blue ar i dunno
not long after i woke up i guess
thinking over some stuff...
stuff that is fading off my life...
at the same time i nvr fail to realise new stuff has been injected in my life as well...
just a little sad...
a little progress in my drawing...
much better feeling now...
i will aim to excel...
;-;
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, May 30, 2004
Saturday, May 29, 2004
going out soon
ar...
i miss that blush... lol...
=.= crap i am dumb
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haiz
a little bit of artist block but i think should be ok ba....
miss it..
miss...
=.=
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, May 29, 2004
Friday, May 28, 2004
ar report bk
=.=
it's in my hands again
stupid
forget about that
bday...
bday...
bday...
bday...
will be another lonely bday i guess lol
i'm thinking about bday so early from then =.=
crapz
wad should i get..
hmm...
hmmm...
i wan that blush and smile for my bday most...
hehe
=.=
bnn strummed a note at Friday, May 28, 2004
Thursday, May 27, 2004
crap man it's only towards the half of e year then i realise got such sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.........
i'm going crazy.....................
=.=
XDDDDD
ARGH~~~~~
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, May 27, 2004
hmm...
i dunno if i offended anybody again but those same people kinda ignore me again
maybe they are moody i guess
i got nothing much to say if it's this case =.=
arrr...
i seee more blushes... just too mesmerising and nice
someone who blushes ezly over nothing?! cmi i'm fainting
=.=
realised that i am more attentive in physics class now which is a gd sign
tml getting report bk which i've just return today LOL
=.=
with all the Cs =.= i hope my father dun say anything =.=
nothing much again
just so mesmerised by the blushes... so mesmerised....~
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, May 27, 2004
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
still mesmerised by that blush and smile lol
gimme a break i'm crazy~
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argh.....
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, May 26, 2004
blushes~
irresistable
uber sweetness
wad more can i say
=x
argh
lol
=p
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
cmi
i cant my eyes off sometimes and it's a little mad =.=
anyway infatuations are nice in a sense if one is not obsessed with it
a little imagination with a sense of real life can be pretty sweet
lol i am crazy aint i?
dun care la...
nothing much today
=.=
a little sian
i downloaded MnH ep 8 liao~~~
gonna watch after blogging
now is seiji no hibi?!
WHEEEE~
it would be so nice to become a hand of someone u like
LOL
*imagining*
=x
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Monday, May 24, 2004
argh...
i admit
she's damn sweet
often i see is quiet quiet at her seat =.=
lol cmon that's a dream =.=
but i think the freedom to my heart is a great relief actually
like this is carefree for me lol
yet i can see such sweet smiles that brings me peace
back to my normal life
i already feel that it's slowing settling down
a bit of talk with some sec 3s
telling them to settle stuff and everytime
i did wad i could
no matter who bear grudges against me or see me as an eyesore
i will have nothing to do with it =]
i dunno if it's already peace at my mind or numb actually
wads there to numb anyway?
wad i wish is to see that sweet blush and smile is very fine with me
in fact is a bliss to me already... lol
=.=
i just realised that alot of people secretly viewing this blog of mine and it's very evil...
=.=
bnn strummed a note at Monday, May 24, 2004
Saturday, May 22, 2004
finally ended...
the last big hurdle for the sec 4s...
pretty messy pretty tiring...
but i really hope the cadets enjoy ba...
afterall next wk the sec 3 will start to take them for any lessons liao...
i hope i dun need to do any drastic things on some of them to change their attitude
nothng much about it
JUST SUX TO E CORE=.=
i'm dull... lifeless.... insensitive
even up till now i still dun get how i made yf cry
i really dun get it
we always say we have to be understanding towards each other
that's of a human
but at times like this there's stress to take so i usually become more irritable
like i said... if i am boiling up, can gimme a reminder to cool down
i'm not a superman and best part is i cant make everyone happy
i apologise if i am insensitive for today
one thing i noticed is
it has become a habit to give unclear instructions when i am stressed or confused...
oh holy i need to change... =.=
hmmm... =x
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, May 22, 2004
Thursday, May 20, 2004
haiz...
i been trying my best
but no one care about the stuff which i did seriously
those idiotic doodles become the point of my irony
i dunno this
but do i really sux so much in my drawing?
even when i need help in it no one can help?
i see people in the forum do help some who are not sure
but why not me?
i asked for such
but no one gave a damn
am i going the wrong direction
haiz... i really dunno...
errr...
i think i glanced too much
or too paranoid lol
*slaps*
i'm going crazy soon
set me to my freedom oh inner self
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, May 20, 2004
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
uhhh...
irritated and wierd feeling after english class
hmmmmm
that look hurt..
cos that on off thingy
it sux to me
but died out soon
hmmmm...
arrrr...
at e bus stop...
errr...
dun have anything la...
feeling wierder i think just some new interest out of no where
so far no burden on this
hmmmm
best part is i always feel peaceful when i see that sweetness and quietness
lol
cmon wad am i toking about?
lalalalala~
haiz.....
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Saturday, May 15, 2004
today...
i had 2 impact that give me the life i wanna have
1st, red cross
huda maam... she told us her experience...
i truly understand now that wad i am going thru or wadsoeva is nothing compared to her...
i extend my deepest gratitude and respect to her
i've learn
as she talk
i can feel the sourness
tears went around my eyes
i managed to keep them in..
but at the same time...
i realised
over the past few months that i've been thinking
if being vi will take away my personal time and interest
after today
i realised
wad i am doing is for the people
i will do it
do it with pride...
i'll take upon that truly
anime is next
i started drawing just in the sake of wanting to prove to a forum that i am pretty gd at it
i felt proud over my 1st work that time thinking that it's great
over this 2 years
it changed
i'm watch more anime now
but b4 today, wad i know about the local scene here is totally insignicant at all
i know myself will play a part in pushing anime industry to a greater height
but most probably after o's then i'll do more stuff
i've seen truly difficulty of a business, industry
maybe to a small scale
but it made me think alot
this 2 things will be part of my life i know
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, May 15, 2004
flunks subjects
oh well
it only tells me that i'm not gonna have such grades with me in prelims and o's
after step down, all the way chiong... those looking down on me better watch out
red cross aspect now
i may not be all rounded perfect man
i may not fulfil everything
but i have this conscience that made me positive
i try my best in doing wad i should
conflicts still do occur
it will no matter how smooth things can be
it's life
i take it as a part and parcel of it
but i need to say
to put emotions into work will hinder
i'm a living example of a bad past
any form of such
may be direct
or even indirect
lead to the same -tve effect
i made my stand as clear as possible
i made the way i am going to work clear
last thing that is gonna put everything in place is the rest
last month
i have faith
ok... ANIME!
midori no hibi! omg it's ecchi...
midori's 1st appearance is naked already omg...
=o~~~
hey hey... despite of such distraction, the sweetness is preserved
wierd idea wierd concept but it's cute
furuba...
i deleted those eps of lousy quality
hoping that some kind souls will gimme as prezzie
if not i'm really going all out to buy it myself
the singer for furuba songs just past away this month...
the songs are really nice...
wad a pity...
heard that furuba 2 is in the making... omg i am looking forward to it... people say the anime ends at it's manga vol 6 and it's still going on at vol 14
i wonder if i have the patience to read it all...
but hey... i love furuba... tohru... yuki... hatori... =p
this is the new anime otaku wannabe!
wah such a long entry...
guess there's alot to say after such few days
actually got alot more but they are pretty trivial to me and to u
u of cos refers to my dear readers =.=
how lame.. =p
oh.... yest coylime bday...
lol...
okok too much to tok about...
=p
gtg~
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, May 15, 2004
Monday, May 10, 2004
wow
blogger with new interface
i like this one
haha...
long time no post leh...
why
but i am online everyday lor
aiya cos the same thing always..
hmm...
hmmmmmm...
my bluetooth can work liao
my chemistry gonna die liao
my physics gonna die liao
wad more
hmmmmmmm
tml yf bday
no prezzie
no giftart
how
=.=
sux man me
hmm...
coylime bday on thurs =.=
the day i am gonna get whacked by mr tan
die
how am i gonna have mood...
oh holy
save me
surprisingly e maths is ok... i assume...
XD
tml last papers
phy prac + a maths..
a maths leh
A MATHS LEHHHHHHH
die lor
holy
bnn strummed a note at Monday, May 10, 2004
Friday, May 07, 2004
=.=
i wan a hug for bday
=.=
just one will do
lol..
bnn strummed a note at Friday, May 07, 2004
Sunday, May 02, 2004
tml chinese exams..
dotz...
i nvr study for chinese..
instead i studied abit for physics..
got to understand more on how to go about doing less obvious and tricky qns...
all thanks to flaw~
thanks man flaw...
pro-ness...
giving phy tuition wor..
XDDDDD
gonna stay back after sch to do physics tml..
i know if i come back home i'll nvr take out the damn bk to do
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, May 02, 2004