Friday, March 31, 2006

http://www.xanga.com/OneLitre?nextdate=3%2f25%2f2006+5%3a32%3a35.077&direction=n

finally found the english translation of 1 litre of tears.

PLS READ and share around!!!!

=D


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Thursday, March 30, 2006

hm...

been wanting to post lately.

but everytime as time passes

around this time, all my thoughts just simply diminish
no idea why.

lately i'm just a normal
normal
normal lazy guy who lazes in the holidays.

there's alot of thing to be done in the hols
yet i am still just slacking...
haha..

like..
fanart for 1lot..
ame's giftart...
blabla...

life's gone back pretty much the same like b4.
just that. my love for red cross has diminished further.

sometimes i feel guilty.
most of the times, 'whatever' comes to my mind.

i'm still as deprived of 'love'
but i understand it's not something you cannot live without.
actually to be honest
i have no idea wad is 'love'

only perhaps in the family context.
i hope i can do more for the family lol.
not that something happened in my family though

well in another way you can say yes
my sis is going to get married by this yr
time flies.

from the 1st work she took on, in music junction
to ITE
to various jobs.

now getting married.

one thing that remains same
the love between them

i admire, perhaps a little envy... haha

i wonder.
am i an ambitious man?
or just someone who wants a simple life?
i dunno.

wow...
suddenly i sorta typed alot
perhaps cause i'm listening to the piano version of konayuki.
made me feel quite emo.

lately.
i have no one to confide to
LOL.
and perhaps too, i have nothing to be confided.


life's very fine for me,
just that.

i'm a little tad, deprived.
no?
haha...


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Sunday, March 26, 2006

i cried again in the final episode

watched again cause i think i didnt catch it properly in the chinese subs
cried more

than the chinese subs

ok la
i wont say cry
i say heavy tearing
lol...

gonna watch it all over again!
T-T


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Friday, March 24, 2006

nvr in my life that a drama had so much impact in me

the songs
the story
the characters
just run and run in my mind constantly

i'm finding courage to watch again.
maybe tml...
haha...

this is a really good
and motivational drama.


one litre of tears.


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Thursday, March 23, 2006

select 5 people to pass the love on:
1. ame
2. yh
3. yf
4. anyone
5. who wants.

Here It Is: What were you doing 10 years ago?
caught by chinese teacher for throwing paper plane

5 songs that you know the lyrics right off your head:
1. majulah singapurah
2. an jing
3. qian tian
4. xing qing
5. red cross song

5 things you would do if you're a millionaire:
1. set up an animation studio
2. extreme makeover
3. invest a super powered com
4. confess to girl i like (as if sia -dreams-)
5. take guud guud care of my mother

5 bad habits:
1. procrastinate
2. nvr exercise
3. lost many times
4. upsetting my body clock
5. eat too fast

5 things i like doing:
1. crying is i can
2. looking at
3. drawing is my life
4. singing
5. online

things i'll never buy, wear or get a new one again:
dunno

5 favourite toys:
1. my figurines
2. ipod.
3. com
4. spastabear
5. myself


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Monday, March 20, 2006

4 52 am, 20/3/06

hm.

introducing
Ichi Rittoru No Nami

One Litre of Tears.


the name may sound corny?
the story is about a girl who just received the news that she has gotten a spinal disease
where her spine will slowly deform, shrink and eventually disappear; leading to death

she's only 15 yrs old and she has to face such a cruel fact
but she lived her life to the fullest
influencing others to live on to the fullest as well

wads most sad about this story is that
it is a true story.


hm i dun cry easily
but 1st ep made me felt touched and sad
2nd ep made me teary
downloading 3rd and 4th ep

+ point is that the main girl is a very cute actress call Erika Sawajiri
XD

shall not go into details of the show
just that
it is very touching, sad yet heartwarming




i guess life's like that
u know you can control it
yet in the big picture
there are many things u cant grasp


to me i guess
i will not dream stupidly anymore
it'll only become other people's burden

i shall work on a dream
that includes just myself

and perhaps if i am able to complete this dream
i'll go for it.


but well
wads life for me to control?

=]

end: 4.59am 20/3/06


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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

now is 5 23am

as of now i am yawning like nobody's business LOL

but well

tml house will be terrorised by sis's frens
com will be also terrorised
so might as well use as much as i can now

hols liao.
meaning
this academic yr has ended.
new life

wonders if any present classmate will be in same class with me
nvr the less

hope the gd frenships i have forged now will remain

HOR AME
if greet u nvr reply pull ur hair and whack ur head XD

hahahaha

i see zhou gong waving hand at me liao
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................


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Saturday, March 11, 2006

























yay
this is my packaging

i'm still considering whether to add a pair of angel wings at the back of the pouch
lol

=D


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Thursday, March 09, 2006

The Rainbow Connection
Kermit The Frog

Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side
Rainbows are visions
But only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide
So we've been told and some choose to
Believe it
I know they're wrong wait and see

Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it
And look what its done so far
What's so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What do we think we might see

Someday we'll find it
That Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

all of us under its spell
we know that it's probably magic.

Have you been half asleep
And have you heard voices
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound
That calls the young sailors
The voice might be one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
it's something that I'm supposed to be

Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me


feeling better
washing off emotions in me
this song is such a great company =]
i love kermit.


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Sunday, March 05, 2006

i'm a seasoning.
i'm not a main dish.

seasoning is guud when you have them a little in main dishes
they cant be consumed too much at a time
also, you definitely can live without seasoning, but not the case for main dish

if you put too much seasoning
no one will eat

seasoning is like this.

unless i am chilli sauce
i will eat chilli sauce with rice

but only i do that
to me chilli is a maindish not a seasoning
but to others
it is a seasoning
not a main dish

it will remain as that
always.

i should remain as a seasoning obediently so people will not find it sick

isnt it?


damn that dota match
the program suddenly crashed when it was almost going to climax
it WAS a good game.

bla
so much for it


life of a seasoning LOL
i must not hallucinate too much.

well i won't transform into real food seasoning
but i am seasoning of lives
lol
right...?

=]


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Saturday, March 04, 2006

when i woke up today
i find my self very detestable.

lol.

dunno why.

hm.

then i think further.
i felt pretty disposable.
people dun really need me.
i can be gone as and when i like
maybe it's after effects of doing SP
but it feels real to me.

will i be disposable when i am no longer needed?

and in what way am i needed?

lol.

maybe it's just me
it's me who made all this up

but it's ok.

lol

cos today's a dreamy day.

more of bad dreams.


i dreamt that i had a war of words with ms gwen

i was telling someone beside me that she only so so
then she happen to hear it

then she started shooting me with all the sarcasm stuff
cant remember

i'm a stupid guy.


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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

today i had a nap

i had a nightmare LOL

actually i wouldnt say it's a nightmare

1) it's in the day
2) it's not exactly bad if u see it in another way

the yr 2 eileen was looking at the animation i shot.
and she said
'dun you think the ears abit inconsistant?'
'and the plane's timing is kinda off right?'

me:'so what do you suggest i do'

eileen looked at me in the way i will normally look at people if i am suggesting something

i woke up.
LOL

'redo' is the word.

NO
HELL NO.

H
E
L
L

N
O
.


LOL.


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