Saturday, June 30, 2007

hmmmmmmm

how long has it been.

3+ months i guess.

time flies.

i wonder how long i'll take to get over.


bla.

anyway transformer's nice

nvr been a fan of transformers cos the song sound stupid LOL

eh but this movie is crazy. the rendering and compositing =oooooo

what else can i say hmmmmm... the ending is kinda abrupt.

more critiques on the camera angles at times. sometimes the fight scenes u can really catch no balls who's fighting with who.

Oh.... starscream, who's part of deceptiCORN. his name in chinese (as shown in the subtitles) is xing1 xing1 jiao.

think it about like.. wad if there's one that's called lazyscream or auntiescream.

wtf -.-

ok inspiring yet scary stuff.


guitar's been slowly progressing.

there's alot of things i wanna learn. i mean ummm new songs and stuff.

but most importantly for now i must train up my weak lil pinky.



got my 1st official pay check in my life this wk.

500.

fact of me: i nvr bank in a cheque before = i gave it to my mum and asked her to teach me when she's free.


interesting thing about iap is..

ok maybe i should say weird, but in a good way.

as days go by i feel that my workload is getting lesser.

hm. is it really this way or have i gotten faster? LOL

doesnt matter at least i'm relaxing much more compared to the intial weeks

that doesnt mean i'm am not productive though.

i finished my work till my supervisor say: go slack ba.

LOL

but she's leaving the company next wed =[ no more pretty supervisor.

at least i still can see 'YUI'

kinda feel that she's really cute as day go past.

ok her giggle added at least 30 points to her cuteness (thanks to the real YUI)

well i feel lucky lol.


hmmmmmmm i hope i'll not be this autistic in the company for the coming days cos it's just quiet. i mean it's me. i'm pretty much shutting myself unless i need to communicate with my supervisors and ppl who assign me tasks.

okok i'm yawning like mad.

2 45am.

moooo


bnn strummed a note at Saturday, June 30, 2007



Thursday, June 28, 2007

i dreamt about you again.

looked hopeful in the dream but i know this is really just a dream.

lol.

can u just disappear from my life.

i'm not even looking at ur pic or wadeva!




zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

pls lemme have a good slp


bnn strummed a note at Thursday, June 28, 2007



Tuesday, June 26, 2007

it started raining heavily in this night.

my bday wasnt wished this way from you.

good night.

lemme have a good slp please. lol


bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, June 26, 2007



Sunday, June 24, 2007

oh another post right after the one just now

lemme do a mini tribute to drea -.- (as requested LOL)

her name is

Andrea Koh Hui Ling

(Ahn-Dree-Ah Cold (ok no 'd') Who-whee ling) - brought to you by babelbanana pronunciation analyser.

nick names are..

hamster. bitch (copyrighted by BNN), drea, hydrea (hydra from warcraft), yoda (short and green), drearie (ew act cute), xtyncia (wth how do u even pronounce that properly? i got it right though!)

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

ok la the bitch who went thru alot with me
i can confidently say it's my best female friend, best chatting partner (right word?) online and stuff.

aye pause. say until like i love her alot. she got her oil (yew) ok!
lol. aiya. when friendship gets deeper. it's really hard to say anything much. cos u know it's there.

best wishes to yew and you LOL for ur 9th month and the many 9th months in future.

pass me some goodwishes also ok.


AYE. my job is complete! LOL
now u owe me something worthy on ur blog too! LOL

ok but those were true from me la duh.


bnn strummed a note at Sunday, June 24, 2007


been playing guitar alot lol

till my fingers really hurt

ummm
and i have this stupid habit of removing the thick layer of dead skin on my finger
which removes the protection that enable me to press the strings longer and harder

lol


but whoo

thanks to zq for introing me zanarkand to play!

lol -.- my current progress is the 1st line of the score. can play the 1st line but the last 1/3 of the line is very unstable lol.

but whoo! it's nice!

starting to love guitar more and more.

[2 hours after watching tv and playing guitar during ads]

hmmm

starting to feel my whole arm ache when i stretch

is it because of guitar? =o


bla.

4th week past for iap.

that means? pay?! =oooo

i have my plans for a lot of things i wanna buy lol

1st of all that's of upmost importance is a personal com

getting one has nvr been easy for me without any income at all. but suddenly due to freelance, safety at work and iap

my 1st official income is coming.

next is... um...

one mp3 player to replace my dead ipod.
i want a mp3 with radio function! but ppl says creative sucks. and ipod doesnt have such function -.-

next...
i believe if those 2 are settled i should still have money.
i have 2 options. a gaming console or a new and much better guitar.

let's analyse this 2.

common: both will take up quite abit of my time.

guitar pros and cons: certainly will feel way better with a better guitar than wad i'm having now. i tried a good guitar b4 and i can feel the difference really. and that means i'll be really set to play guitar really properly and well. cons... ummm is there any? no idea =o

console pros and cons: ds sounds tempting anyway. ok pros... fun, relaxing destressing interactive. can play with friends and stuff. cons! ummmm it's basically a life sucking device. doesnt really improve any side of my life. i'll lose concentration on guitar and my design works.

after comparing i think. getting a guitar is way more worth while.
ds will get outdated with time but guitar doesnt.


i'll still consider for time being.
maybe i'll buy a guitar when i really do improve quite abit.


hmmm seems that my blog post is more solid lately. i mean with more content and stuff. lol


why
do i seem to dream of you still.
but that really reminds me of 1 litre of tears.

aya ( the lead actress who suffered from terminal illness) had dreams oftenly about her running around playing basketball freely like she used to be.

she's actually wheelchair bounded. but she often had such dreams.
until one day. she finally dreamt that she's sitting on her wheelchair. then, she knew she already accepted the fact that she could no long be what she used to be.

i dreamt about you.
i dream about me treating u as invisible even though u were just really near me.

this is the most vivid dream i've had recently.

what else can i say?


where are you anyway.
lol.. haha


bnn strummed a note at Sunday, June 24, 2007



Monday, June 18, 2007

well

replying to wad lis said on my board.

such posts only come once every 400 post LOL

nah.

we shall see.

maybe like lucky 777 or hmmmm 911 995 999


well who cares.


what is the sun is gone.
will the world still survive without its warmth.

what will the world be without the sun, along with the moon.

what will come and what will go?


concept in progress. copyrighted by yes ur banana. well i mean BNN.


well.
u are still as nonchalent as ever.

good bye to you.

uh who can end me this song by michelle branch?
lol


bnn strummed a note at Monday, June 18, 2007



Sunday, June 17, 2007

Properly

ok.

i wanted to just type properly as title and blog as usual. but i see that this is my 400th post to this dear blog that has been with me since 2004

3 years.
3 years of ups and downs. sadness and happiness. from secondary school to this final year of my poly life. to a teenager to someone entering 20s in no time.

dear blog, i would like to thank you for being for me whenever i need you.
i bet 5 yrs down the road this blog will still be around. for i just like this name alot. haha silent cries =p

just to note now the time is 3 16am. which explains why i didnt really wanna post
properly lol


real properly now.
lemme intro my favorite singer that has entered my heart.




Life
been normal.


YUI
my life is fill with her presence.
this 20 year old powerful girl sings well. composes her own song. aiya.
wads not. check it out urself. i have too much to say.
oh to add on, her name is spelt in caps. that's official.



IAP
well iap's kinda hectic + freelance. it's literally eating up my soul quite abit (this is where YUI comes to feel my soul! lol)




i dunno if iap's really that horrible. but hey cmon i dreamt that iap has ended and the gang is celebrating the end of it. to my horror, i woke up to realise it's time for work. LOL

well. nuff said about the negative stuff in iap. it's not exactly bad anyway. i get to train my speed in flash and photoshop. getting more proficient as days past. the best bonus in iap is

1) my supervisor is quite cute looking and she's nice person; corrects my careless mistakes for the job she assigns me and did not reprimand me at all. uh i'm not this kind of person. i will ask you to correct urself and warn u about it. well... she stresses me quite abit sometimes though. the start of iap i suppose.

2) a girl in my workplace who looks like YUI somehow. her giggle is the one that totally resembles YUI's. cmon man. that totally rocks. though i dun talk to her much or anything. but yea... =o haha. wonders if she plays guitar though.


Exercise
know what. it doesn feel good to slack when you know you cant afford to.
yes that's me. the guilty me. i haven been exercising and eating properly.
didnt lose any weight. i think i maintained but i feel less fit.

this is bad. i'm planning something to salvage this.
most importantly i have to build up my motivation again.

life is too short to live in such obesity. LOL

see i actually take this topic seriously.

oh wait. please remind me that 'running is a nono because my knees will be damaged' is a great excuse that will snowball into a scary consequence when i go army.

more swimming also. i need to get my tan back.

Guitar
is in a bad condition. i mean the guitar itself.

but my interest for guitar has been constantly there.

my fingers are slightly more flexible than last time. i can play some chords better (barres especially). chord progress improving as well. i've been trying to practice the major scales to improve on my finger accuracy and well as speed too.

been trying to get my sense of rhythm right as well.
i mean my sense of rhythm should be very well ok but when i need to sing and strum at the same time it's omg disaster!
looking at videos, air strumming in mrt. wads not.

so far it's progressing slowly but positively.

oh oh i'm learning good bye days! (well YUI-ness again)

Friends
are fun!

i mean like duh.

few friends i've mentioned in the earlier posts; including fyp and my oh5oh3 gang.
oh and ah hock.

this paragraph is dedicate to potato/kartyfarty/peesama/kartthefart/tina. well i said happy bday to her yesterday already but! yes. happy belated potato day my love! congrats on getting your ds and i hope ur fyp will be a smooth sailing one. more choco bubble tea for you! lol muacks i dun love and your dodge is disabled totally in this blog of mine. -MUACKS-

this paragraph is dedicate to feng jie. dear feng jie, stay strong man. it's not going to be easy but in lives it's inevitable that we have ups and downs. no matter what happens the world will still orbit around the sun. but i hope things go well for you! hope to see you soon la. so long nvr see you..

ok next. introing 2 iap buddies. one is lee yeung. cmon i wont call him hou yeung cause i think lee yeung is much nicer LOL! same company as me. but doing storyboards. another one is lixiong aka bear aka kuma. works in the same company as zqzqzq. just nice we work very near each other so 4 of us have lunch pretty much everyday unless there's anything cropped up. 9 more weeks to go


Wrapping Up
ok i'm sure that this post has been properly done filled with meaningful and clear contents.
this marks my 400th post.

in the last section. i'd like to blog something a lil emotional perhaps.

to you
i haven really forgotten you. every now and then memories regarding you flash past to remind me of you. dreams as well. but it's apparent that there's no turning back. it's ok. if it's so easily forgotten, all my bits and pieces of feelings will seem insignificant and fake.

i heard you've gotten lazier in work. i wish u'd improve more now that i'm not there to distract and cause any trouble in your life. i dun even know if u actually frequent this blog anymore. but well these are just my goodwishes.

to me
as a usual quote i always say. in life we know we can we sad and down at times. knowing that, we have to also know that we must be able to get up and recover in times as the sad times are just merely breaks in between. i'm doing that now.


to blogger
this section shouldnt exist. but due to my frustration after having to edit my entries again and again just cause u mess up my font size. DAMN U!



to everyone
thanks for reading this PROPERLY written post. and cmon after reading so much just give me a tag la. thanks for everyone who frequents my blog and tag my board. what else do i say uh...... visit again! LOL


THE END


bnn strummed a note at Sunday, June 17, 2007



Tuesday, June 12, 2007

gonna blog properly soon.

lol


bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, June 12, 2007



Saturday, June 09, 2007

are you just a pretty face.

i cant seem to get over this.

how are you now.

uh.

lol.


forget it.

anyway. there's someone in my work place who resembles YUI somehow.

woot! haha =x


bnn strummed a note at Saturday, June 09, 2007


i love guitar and YUI.


bnn strummed a note at Saturday, June 09, 2007



Wednesday, June 06, 2007

i just feel like click on the 'create post' button.

i dun really have anything to say.

eh...

i'm not sad or depressed.

LOL

yea.
i still. subconsciously visit ur blog daily.
do you read my blog?

bla.


does that even matter?

work tml!
or rather today~!

chiong arrrrrrr


bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, June 06, 2007



Tuesday, June 05, 2007

so.

you didnt see my wish.

but yea.

doesnt matter.

i'm gonna move on.


wad matters most now is YUI LOL

i love YUI.

really.


bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, June 05, 2007



Monday, June 04, 2007

bday gone.

well.
it's the most memorable bday.

i have my friends celebrating with me the 1st time

feeling a lil bad for them treating me! but haha... my turn will come i guess! =D



well emo time

introducing my dear friends who celebrated with me

stanley aka stan/oily(insert anything that suits) - ppl call me sandy for a start but yea. tall and skinny guy. feel so bad that u took leave for my bday =o this guy took photos for design funds with me. in all sorts of funny and weird position. craps alot. hell lot! we pinch each other nipples! LOLLL

liesl aka lissy - ppl call her liusek for some reason. she resembles a great (trying to)flying creature call ostrich. just like ostrich, she's extremely violent in certain circumstances. she's extremely animated and well... passionate about THIS KNEE. i mean disney. great girl, another love of mine.

kartina aka karty/kartyfarty/tina/potatomama/pee-sama - ummm she likes polygonal butts. but lately she have fallen for me! yea. YET ANOTHER LOVE OF MINE. for some reason she adores fictional character(where she can nvr be with) alot. like someone call... binsent? binsent balentime or something. she have difficulty with circular motion and can be easily subdued with it!

last but not least

my darling (ok actually is stan's one)

andrea aka hamster/X/drea/xtynera/yoda/shortshort/bitch - my drear friend who have always been with me whenever i'm down. my bitch! she thinks in a very similar way like me! so yea we bitch alot. RIGHT BITCH =o well another thing i must credit is.. her shortness... WHAT ELSE? =x


these friends are dear to me! haha



okok....
another buddy who didnt celebrate with me, WHO DIDNT EVEN TREAT ME when we eat at yoshinoya on the eve of my bday.

yong hock aka H(for hentai)/ah hock/hockie/hockcock - aiya. been my buddy since sec sch. wad can i say. ummmmmmm loyal to friends. passionate about work. constantly improving. but HE DIDNT TREAT ME ANYTHING FOR MY BDAY DAMN IT! LOL

so you only deserve this few lines from me! =ppppp



whooo lengthy posttttt =o


bnn strummed a note at Monday, June 04, 2007



Saturday, June 02, 2007

do i know u?

do you know me?

i think we both, nvr did know each other at all.


ok 3 15am i'm typing with eyes half closed.

you...


bnn strummed a note at Saturday, June 02, 2007


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