Tuesday, May 29, 2007

i need way more time.

the time i needed ur absence, you appear in front of me time and again

time and again

you had to appear infront of me to show me how happy you are in front of others

i hate

i hate your laughter, i hate your giggle, i hate your smile

when they were right in front of me, as if they are mocking at me on YOUR purpose.

i feel so.

i think u were doing it on purpose.

stop that innocent facade and get things right.

by saying dunno wont help things.


your voice is piercing

your existence really stings


why did i even let myself go into such a situation in the 1st place

this 3 months will be a great break from you.


my birthday wish..
i hope that u will nvr. appear in my life again. EVER.

how i wish u will look at this entry and cry or at least feel sad

but i know YOU WONT EVEN feeling a TINGE of sadness

dun even mention.

just from your razor sharp happiness i can feel it

like pressing a pen knife trying to pierce it in my skin

slowly moving it around once u're in it.

you are cruel.


so cruel.