Saturday, April 21, 2007

finally saturday and i finally can take time to rest.

next wk is 8th week and i'm still insignicantly motivated compared to when i was at sp4

and neglected guitar

was quite stoned when was at lis' house yest.

i should practise with short term goals so i can really achieve them. rather than randomly strumming stupidly

the moment i wake up i've been watching romance show wth =.=

it's like one after another on tv -.-

it must be crazy for someone to be with me

hey dun get me wrong i'm not depressed or demoralised.

just being practical.

everyone can say that love would be beyond looks and things like that

let's just be more practical at times.

if you cant be comfortable with the person's physical presence

no matter how good his nature is or how talented he is, it's quite impossible isnt it?


of course, having that said. it's gonna be stupid and wallow in sadness and pessimism

i'm not ugly lol

i'm just obese. well i certainly can see how possible it is to really slim down

it's not impossible that i know. so i'll work it out.


with that
i'd be able to like you with more pride

even though it's kinda stupid knowing in the end i might just still end up alone

but lol in a way it's still worth it as i learn things in life along the way

i'm also quite a naive person who seeks for an ideal relationship too haha


speaking of which.

u can ignore the above part. but yea, how about a sketchbook really?

bla..

think over it?

lol

time to work soonnnnnnnnnn
haha zzz