Monday, March 05, 2007

you werent the one i knew
i couldnt feel you

not even a tinge of warmth.
plain coldness like it is right

many questions in my mind i couldnt solve.

it's pointless to think anyway.
neither will i sought the answers from you.

it's certainly futile.

where were the you i knew?
where did you go?
or have you always been here, just that i never knew the real you.

maybe it's true
i'm plain naive.

it isnt sadness
it isnt pain now either.

it's something hanging
out of nowhere in my thoughts.

wondering where you went.
for the you i knew aint here anymore.

ice cold.

but i'll be alright.
i'm just over reacting
life should be how this you portray.

nonchalant, happy and on your own.
it's just that something's hanging
out of nowhere in my thoughts.

i'll probably get used to this coldness
or choosing to hide with a facade.

i dunno about myself
just like i barely know you.

but.
i miss that you
i really do.
i miss her warmth and smile.

if it's really there or just my dreams.