Saturday, June 03, 2006

um
this yr is lol
hm

well
am i asking for too much?

wanna feel that my bday is kinda celebrated only
that's all

but
it's just not that way?

maybe like drea say as we grow up bday is just like any normal day?


father asked if i want bday cake
i hate to answer this stupid question

yes i mean it's stupid

but i still had to answer.
i hate it.

this cake is of no significance

returned home saw my jie

she saw the cake and asked if she could have a slice


ok my heart kinda sank
so that's the first thing she can say to me
candles not even blown or song sung

keep myself cool.
wads the big deal

it's not going to die if no one wants to celebrate my bday
zzzzz