Sunday, June 11, 2006

been a long time since i've received such an email

really a long long time.

kinda restless after reading it

anyway before back on friday
night, i was thinking my 'attitude' towards people.

it was since in the past people tell me i'm quite a tyrant and a very autocratic person
that was in red cross

and now of course i believe i am often very firm with my thinking and i am overly assertive when it comes to all these.

actually i thought i have a lot of things to say but when it type here i suddenly
blank out.

i just wanna say.

yea lemme repeat it properly in this bigger space.
that no matter what it's just my fault for saying irresponsible comments at such a time (when u are taking the test -.-)

yea i deserved to be yelled at
anyway that's not really a yell ba
just kinda shocked me only um..

i think i am pretty much responsible for making u feel inferior and depressed at many times hmm...

actually i know u are hardworking ya... really -.-

just this stupid me la -.-
habit ar.. -.-

but ya..
pls do let me help u as much as possible ok?
i promise to help u without attitude wholeheartedly ok?

and honestly..
to be able to help u is not a chore/trouble
it's pretty much a nice experience

and in a way i reinforce wad i learn.

i willdo my best to help u =D
ok?