Saturday, March 04, 2006

when i woke up today
i find my self very detestable.

lol.

dunno why.

hm.

then i think further.
i felt pretty disposable.
people dun really need me.
i can be gone as and when i like
maybe it's after effects of doing SP
but it feels real to me.

will i be disposable when i am no longer needed?

and in what way am i needed?

lol.

maybe it's just me
it's me who made all this up

but it's ok.

lol

cos today's a dreamy day.

more of bad dreams.


i dreamt that i had a war of words with ms gwen

i was telling someone beside me that she only so so
then she happen to hear it

then she started shooting me with all the sarcasm stuff
cant remember

i'm a stupid guy.