Thursday, March 30, 2006

hm...

been wanting to post lately.

but everytime as time passes

around this time, all my thoughts just simply diminish
no idea why.

lately i'm just a normal
normal
normal lazy guy who lazes in the holidays.

there's alot of thing to be done in the hols
yet i am still just slacking...
haha..

like..
fanart for 1lot..
ame's giftart...
blabla...

life's gone back pretty much the same like b4.
just that. my love for red cross has diminished further.

sometimes i feel guilty.
most of the times, 'whatever' comes to my mind.

i'm still as deprived of 'love'
but i understand it's not something you cannot live without.
actually to be honest
i have no idea wad is 'love'

only perhaps in the family context.
i hope i can do more for the family lol.
not that something happened in my family though

well in another way you can say yes
my sis is going to get married by this yr
time flies.

from the 1st work she took on, in music junction
to ITE
to various jobs.

now getting married.

one thing that remains same
the love between them

i admire, perhaps a little envy... haha

i wonder.
am i an ambitious man?
or just someone who wants a simple life?
i dunno.

wow...
suddenly i sorta typed alot
perhaps cause i'm listening to the piano version of konayuki.
made me feel quite emo.

lately.
i have no one to confide to
LOL.
and perhaps too, i have nothing to be confided.


life's very fine for me,
just that.

i'm a little tad, deprived.
no?
haha...