Saturday, September 17, 2005

i stared at it

i went blank
why?

was watching tv
heard a line'

"It's good to cheer on others. But spare a for yourself."

._.

i know in actual fact it's nothing significant
but it really pricked me hard
pain


i'm going on circles on my part.

cant i just like..
cut it away in the first place?

no..
i dunno..
dunno how..
.........................

i'm not doing much for myself in real life
but i'm really taxing myself inside already

excel a little more for studio project
improve a little more on all aspects
think less

shouldnt i be doing that?
maybe..