Monday, August 08, 2005

hmmm ok
i start to have the drive to blog more regularly
dunno why too

ummmmmm
today was supposed to be a peaceful day until it came to the nite


i just have to say
i am totally disgusted by him
he who claims that he didnt do anything
he who acts as if nothing has ever happened and wants others to do the same
he who feels on sympathy and acts on hypocrisy

i know i am in no position to criticise
no position to hate
but i hate to see my friends, especially those i really care getting hurt
really feel like clicking on that irksome nick and spam on the chatbox

but then again
i know i have no position to

i could only do wad i can
that's the least for wad i can do
well i'm glad i didnt just leave it alone
at least... =D

ok back to him
i know i cant scold u right in ur face but cmon

i'm so damn fucking tired of looking at ur nick changes and ur pathetic emotions
trying to act like some saint? you really gotta get urself thinking
i am narrow yes, i think u really need to get a grip
stop acting like a child and plead for care every else where
CMON, who gives a damn about ur bloody background?
ESP when u dun even reveal ur true self
u wanna love others? LEARN HOW TO LOVE URSELF 1ST
was it wrong to see u as a mature person?
are wearing such a wonderful mask all along?
i'm seriously IRKED
really
for wad u've done
not only disgrace to men
that's not impt
u actually hurt my frens
WAKE UP
STOP being in SELF DENIAL MODE
u are not a kid anymore
BE MORE RESPONSIBLE TO UR OWN ACTIONS!
only then u can love urself
and truly love someone
with ur heart

uh if it's me i won't go about continuing the frenship with him
but i am not them
and he didnt do anything to me as well
i will try to tolerate his actions
but pls
dun hurt my frens anymore =.=

ok enuff for all the rants

i'm glad u cheered up haha
=D