Saturday, August 27, 2005

finally i can blog with ease now

i'm using my own com

eh?

ummm....

i cant explain...

just that i really cannot take it...
i tried to use the com again
tried to do something

maybe it sympathises me... =x













suffering from fatique which doesnt make sense
i'm not really tired too

it kinda gets heavy when it doesnt get out

um.....
as i'm typing
all these letters that are coming out are like questions, doubts and worries that are staring right at my face

ummmmmm...
i wish i can have a big black plastic bag
so i can vomit them out

sometimes i wonder
why do i know that many many many of my thinkings and thoughts are uncalled for and are totally senseless
but i still get bothered by them?

i can be more positive in life cmon



you can say, all those stuff above are ringing in my head pretty constantly
hmmm...
but well i'm not going down with all these things

ummmm...

ok..

saw a saga seed 2 days ago
picked it up and kept it
ummmmm
=.= and drea took it away

well... i'm very attracted to it
as i placed it in the centre of my palm
i felt fascinated
i dunno why

i just know i wanna collect more
99...9? =x

um.... but...
hmmmmmm...

i wonder..
=.=

perhaps i just recovered from this 'awayness' from the com
feeling abit anti social from it i guess

recovering pretty fast


ok this is annoying
i need to wake up ok?
i will!

i know i will... -.-