Tuesday, August 30, 2005

feels like in sec 3 mid

where such stuff surfaced to me again

yet
this time round
i was much much more matured in viewing that i must say

guess the past experience had imprinted the values on me deeply
yet i have only vague recollection of the happenings

somethings should be kept deeply yet lightly in the heart.

um

i found parallels from this time to those of that in the past

seemingly complicated
yet i'd say it's just how it's being tackled

the very fact that it seems complicated makes it really complicated.

i'd say i'm still lost like how i was
i cant tackle such problems
no

i shouldnt be thinking in such a way.

hmmmmmm...

well i dunno.

wellllll
let the nature take its course

i am just glad i am more sensitive i GUESS

um today found yf online
so i blasted her qns like
wah how are u? how's life? why u remove ur blog? blablabla

she actually just changed her url
wtf and yh knew this long ago
ok doh i'm not a gd fren

well... i doubt she'll read my blog anyway haha
but hmmm
just wish you gd luck and less stress in TJ la
and DUN EVER THINK OF COMMITTING SUICIDE OK U DOH

well kinda browsed thru her blog and saw that =.=
not even a slight idea ok

i can notice my change from the past
positive
but hmmm
i dun exactly have gd feelings for it over time.

this word cynical is so cynical

i dun really know how to use this word but i'm feeling cynical towards it

i'm not a wierd person but i am one

Rick Price's Heaven Knows is really nice.
ummmmm..
love it...