Wednesday, July 27, 2005

2 months?




3 months?

i gave up waiting for huda's blogskin in a way.

uh...
3 months.
made new friends
established new friendship
established new barriers
established new style of communication
established a new me.

the feeling is so different
it's so near yet so far
so near


um....
i'm so o.o by the fact that most of what i post now is not what happen
actually it's a diary of my feelings
U know..

YOU know. i made this blog public hence i have the responsiblity to have limit to what i type.

but..
hmmmmmm...

i still long for it.




uh.....
life's pretty good
but i know something's lacking
or perhaps
it the feeling that i've gained made me feel that something is lacking


i guess
it's not lacking
it's just my pure desire.
pure? uh....


but i'm CURRENTLY contented i guess...
i'm able to control myself in a way
well, i'm not making myself sound like a beast yea?

so sick of seeing my sister blog

yet.
i'm blogging now.

of course it's on a whole different basis and level haha.


i hope..
one day
either my feelings is gone.
or

i have gotten it.





still gotta love the =D

=p