Friday, December 03, 2004

i gave in to the enthu side of me and signed up for VIP
actually it was liyue who made yh and i made this choice
we will not let her give up herself =D

after the camp i think it's really quite havok
the cadets kinda hate the ncos
apparently KK is the main problem
ever since god knows when?
they made unpleasant nicks on msn and it was like oh my god =.=
damn insulting yea

even an ex tk nco feels terrible
it must have been bad for the present ncos who are enthu and on

accreditated rein in mp library at 2 30
went to bugis with him and soon left for the edc campfire

it was my 1st time going out with a cadet in my life lol
it's like hey he's my fren! bahh... he's still my favorite cadet after all

edc campfire was like.... i didnt catch a ball =.=
and was made to do the father ibraham thingy

and hence i suddenly think of the 4d3n camp
exciting and kinda afraid

i'm gonna pass this camp and become a VI
that's for sure

talked to sarah on msn for quite sometime along 12-1 am
her nick was one of the most terrible yea
but i managed to toned her down and let her understand the situation
yea she's quite an understanding girl if u make an effort to explain

on the whole i view cadets of this generation as bombs
u dunno wad will happen if u just knock them on to something slightly
it may just go off and u are dead

afterall managing a unit is 2 way
it takes 2 hands to clap so not only ncos have to do their part, cadets have to recognise their effort and motivate them for more improvements =D

i wonder wad my new red cross life will be like
the one who understands me most is going to army soon
yea ck sir will always be my fav sir~

today i finally yf and zc together
even tho i know this already but i still feel kinda wierd
basically i dun like vs guys as they look at me as if i am a monster
yea but i dun care about it
i observed yh and he looked apparently tired
but i think that's on the surface
i'm pretty sure he hasnt gotten over her
very sure XD
he just want to hide his sorrows i guess
after all u know the hard-to-get girl becomes someone's girlfriend overnite
i feel pretty absurd too XD

i know yh reads my blog
and yes yh, i'm glad u've gotten so much more stronger after so many things
i know u deny and say that u have already forgotten
no matter wad
u're a nice man hahahahahahahaha

i guess i dunno wad i am really toking
but well yh has my respect
not utmost tho XDDDD

i wonder if angie still visits my blog but if u do
hi how do u do? XD (i'm writing this without visiting my tagboard)
yea i'm joining vi
hope to be in the same group as u again
it's fun being in the same group as u
=D


it's been sometime since i've blogged such a long one
maybe due to the fact that i dun wanna slp so early (it's 2 50am now)

oh oh oh oh oh...
i forgotten this
taufik is the singapore idol~
i think he really deserves it man
sly is apparently weaker than taufik bigtime
look at the air in taufik
definitely marvelous
but i wonder if the 1 year contract does him any good
he's in army and apparently now he owes army 1/2 a year
so i really dunno how he's gonna progress lke this?


4 years of life just flew pass me
but many were fond memories
i didnt get them thru my class
but mostly red cross
so red cross dun sux! red cross nvr sux!
tho i miss her alot alot ALOTttttttt....
i just wanna see her smile and blush again sometimes =[

i guess i'm typing too long for people to get used to it
if i feel like it i'll blog again very soon!
tata~