Friday, December 03, 2004
after i blogged yesterday i visited yh's, yf's, angie's blog
yh didnt update his blog
angie's last post said she stop blogging
i felt really wierd about that...
but yes i always still hope u will be cheerful
not just on the surface but in ur heart too ok~?
yf's blog made me feel the wierdest i and i feel the need to voice it out
she said that she didnt join vi cos yh and i join
she say we will outshine her and hence she find it no point
she say she wan to be a vi who shines and stand out
BUT CMON
you outshine people because of urselves
not because others are not in the same league as u
i feel that her mentality is really wrong
and definitely
yh and i join not because we want to outshine her
i deep from my heart love this unit and i want to give my effort to help them all i can
i am sure yh thinks this way too
i believe yf shares the same thinking
so if we all so feel so, we let yh and i become the physical barrier?
to me, that's just an excuse from her to console herself.
i know i sound bad but that's what i truly feel.
bnn strummed a note at Friday, December 03, 2004