Tuesday, June 15, 2004

am i being abnormal or wad
is it true that u have to be sad about relationships in this age to be normal being

i guess not
but i see dozens of people around me getting troubled over such stuff

i may be seen as shallow
but sad to say i've been thru that period of blues especially for relationships
although i do not experience relationship b4
i certainly can do analyse more than quite a lot of people
not to brag about this =.=

but the thing is
wad i feel, hardest part of a relationship or being involved in such is to take and give

taking is hard... it takes courage to give it a go to just put them on u. it is also hard as you might not know where and how much u wanna weigh it in u

giving it, doesnt really mean giving it up. but to know when to let go when it is right to
many people dun, ended up being misled by the blurred purpose or desire from the reason they take
confused, sad and frustrated...
numb about relationships and all

in another perspective, we are only teenagers
yes a teenager can experience alot
but it is definitely true that the experience is nothing much compared to the real society
that is true reality
a test of character and relationship will truely be at that age

maybe it's something to do with my background
i've seen how my mother in the past, a frail woman who love her husband faithfully as a housewife, into an independent woman who can take care of her family without her husband

i guess such pain is wad people like us can nvr experience
i dun wanna go into deeper details...

thinking back, are wad we are going thru really alot?
i dun really think so
so is there a need to fret for such?

i'm not really a jovial person but i am glad i think alot on my own
i think self reflection is an important part of life
i've learn alot from myself and i am glad of that

of cos, i do live in fantasies and dreams too sometimes, but i dun indulge or live it as my reality

it's a growing process
everyone is different
i'm different

haha...
that's my reflection for today...
gd luck~