Saturday, May 15, 2004

today...

i had 2 impact that give me the life i wanna have

1st, red cross
huda maam... she told us her experience...
i truly understand now that wad i am going thru or wadsoeva is nothing compared to her...
i extend my deepest gratitude and respect to her

i've learn
as she talk
i can feel the sourness
tears went around my eyes
i managed to keep them in..

but at the same time...
i realised
over the past few months that i've been thinking
if being vi will take away my personal time and interest
after today
i realised
wad i am doing is for the people
i will do it
do it with pride...
i'll take upon that truly


anime is next
i started drawing just in the sake of wanting to prove to a forum that i am pretty gd at it
i felt proud over my 1st work that time thinking that it's great

over this 2 years
it changed
i'm watch more anime now
but b4 today, wad i know about the local scene here is totally insignicant at all

i know myself will play a part in pushing anime industry to a greater height
but most probably after o's then i'll do more stuff

i've seen truly difficulty of a business, industry
maybe to a small scale
but it made me think alot



this 2 things will be part of my life i know