Tuesday, April 13, 2004

yes missed out something just now...
i was on my bed just now and i pondered again
whether i wanna join hq as vi next time

when i was sec 3... that thought was strong for maybe the burning passion
but lately, not because that it died out... just that i wonder if my character of one will hates to be confined and organised, one who wishes to be free and be wad he wants will clash with wad is needed in red cross

i hate leading i hate planning i hate many thing in red cross and i dunno why i like red cross
but watching the cadets grow is perhaps the most fulfilling thing in this leadership...
u see them learn... u see them sweat... u see them cry... u see them smile... in victory...

but can i keep this consistency if i really take up this job as a VI?
can i be spared from these organising and planning
lol..
guess not
i mean i'm not supposed to take shortcut i mean that's a DUH...
but is this suitable for my lifestyle...

seriously i might not wanna be one...
for my character...
but i hope even i dun become one my cadets will still remember me as their nco... hopefully a gd and fulfilling one... all i know is that i am super duper forgetful...

i love u tkrcy cadets =]

now it's really headache to think of who is the top 3..
so headache..
restrained confined and racing agst the time...
but i trust my sec 3s they will steer back in time...
i guess this is wad many of them seek in instructors
i trust them... from now onwards...

lol this sounds like my ending speech for tkrcy life...

i meant every word i mean however... this place... my footprints lingers... my shoutings echoed.. my tears flowed... my blood stained... my laughters...