Tuesday, April 13, 2004

hmmm today..
wad can i say about today...
pretty much the same as every sch day...
but i feel much better today...
not much of negative feelings...

watched that channel 8 show at 9pm one...
made me realised something too
it does hurt sometimes but it's not anyone's fault cos i choose it this way
anyway it's nothing big compared to life and death

not forcing myself to stay strong but learning to stay strong... i guess this is better isnt it?
with a few ( i mean a few but that's really enuff) friends that brighten my life up and everything u know...

ok i owe someone a giftart ( i know u will look at my blog =p)
hmmm... will try my best to draw la hehe... i mean my life will be much more dead and stale without ur presence really. expressing my thank to u haha =p

i supposed i know my feelings better now and i know how to handle it after such a period of time... but i guess i need time to really settle down.
apologising to anyone if i have offended them unknowingly during that period of time when i am not really feeling very gd as myself.
i may still need sometime to settle really...
sometimes may be just a break from this presence...

anyway today doodled a bear...
pretty much like it... i shall post it...
gimme a moment while i upload it...

TADA~





anyway next up, echo's cat!!!!
omg that's really cute
i love its expression
for gdness sake this is solid stuff compared to mine... love ya kitty



i am really learning to be a better person... i will need time... =]