Wednesday, September 05, 2007

updates

1) this is the 3rd wk of holidays.
2) watched lucky star till the latest ep
3) bought a sennheiser 515
4) rewatched 1 litre of tears ep 8

5 more weeks to school.
i suddenly feel weird. after all these i'm back again in sch as a student? but well... i guess it's all good. i need more motivation, more competition to keep me up.

watched lucky star. totally love it. i totally love konata. and i must also credit aya hirano for bring the character out so well!
everyone in school is scrutinizing every piece of art and story they come across. to an extent i feel sick and tired of thinking how story progresses.
lucky star is a perfect escape for relief for me. =]

today zs and me go to jaben@adelphi to look for his amp and look for my headphone.
just nice my onto died on the left side without apparent reason.
tried 515 and it's really nice. still in the midst of getting used to it though. well cos of the weight. other wise it's really perfect for now =]

guess what. i watched 1lot again. i dunno why. i just feel like reliving the moments. feel emotional. to see what i was like in the past. i mean, what did i feel when i was 1st watching it. again i cried. ok i mean tear. but it feels good. i haven cried for a long time, for a 'better' cause..
many lessons can be learnt from aya. i reviewed some values from the story for myself. in fact i feel more positive despite the tearing.


in the end.
i wanna find myself back again. the all positive. all clear headed. the me who had clear goals, no matter how short term it is. i had a positive clear goal. i took too big a step further and find myself lost in my own thoughts.

and you. it's been half a year. it still pricks. i dunno why. anything i see anything i thought of i can still somehow relate to you. feeling bitter in the end. it's just me i guess. i know, logically u will not read this blog anymore. but maybe you, or your friends who see this entry can do me a favor. to let me feel better as a human, as someone who have feelings. it might see minor to anyone but it just doesnt feel right. remove my links from your blog.


ultimately, i think i will be able to find myself back. =]
today's a lil emotional but it ended up still kinda positive isnt it.
yea thanks to 1lot =]

tsk... my blogging habits good right. show u all summary of what i gonna blog about.
if lazy can just read summary =p