Sunday, September 30, 2007

ok i moved to wordpress

www.silentcries.wordpress.com


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Saturday, September 29, 2007

few things to announce

1) due to my hardwork LOL to promote my deviantart, pageviews have significantly increased within a month, like a 4-500 page views!

2) CAVEMAN PROJECT HAVE OFFICIALLY TAKEN OFF! all of a sudden when i'm supposed to go to slp (tml got badminton with hazel)
this caveman project took over my mind and i started typing down things about it and proposal to my dear teammates

SO YES I FOUND MY FIGHTING SPIRIT!

3) FIVE FREAKING MONTHS TO FUSION! GUYS, DO OR DIE!


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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

haha..

bla.


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this is just pure madness

i'm seriously stunned

never in my life i am blown away by such a crazy anime

it just gets bigger and bigger

BIGGER AND BIGGER

till it sucks you IN

INTO IT

it's 5 45am AND IT'S BURNING ME INSIDE


GURREN LAGANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

HOLY FUCKING ANIME

WATCH IT DAMN

WTF MAN THIS ANIME IS HOLY


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Monday, September 24, 2007

ueno juri~~~~

omg i love her! she's really cute!

ok that aside her acting is guuuuud!!!!

i LOVE HER IN NODAME AND SWING GIRLS!!!!

heh when she smile she looks so sweet. but can u believe she's from gravure? -.-

ar that doesnt matter anymore for she wont go back to gravure anymore just like erika

it's been a very musical day for me, in fact these past 2 days. nodame cantabile is NICE! especially if you're into classical music and orchestra pieces, this is the drama for you!

well there's anime ver but i just skipped over to drama after 5 eps of anime since i find live action more interesting and ueno juri is CUTE! XD

she played nodame very well. the sillyness and naivity is pure!


nodame's about classical music.
swing girls' about jazz!

both = nice
both i also like!

oh no i'm turning into a anime/drama/tv junkie
AGAIN?

ok but i feel inspired!!!


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Saturday, September 22, 2007

i watched nodame cantabile and gurren laggan after being recommended by balhaza and zs respectively

arrr

both good anime!

i watch gurren laggan until super high

no joke!

just finished ep 3

omg damn high XD


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Friday, September 21, 2007

what is art?

i just wanna put smiles on people.

lol.


anyway i'll finish the collab i did with u if u ever remember.
a proper ending =]


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Thursday, September 20, 2007

i think up till now i blog pretty regularly.

it's like 4 years already. wow.

lately i've become more positive in terms of knowing myself

at the very least i dun ask myself why do i live on this earth for so oftenly


for now just do wad i should and have to

i need to improve on my drawing
i'm getting really inspired and stuff.

doing a YUI portrait now with all my effort and heart, i can see fruits of labor bearing.

also taking this opportunity to burst this ego bubble of mine to experience how such work is actually done.

it's not easy. dun look at ppl's work and scrutinise, think about the process of doing it not the end.

so yep, creating more new works and oh i HAVE TO GET my minor ready asap.

some characters in mind:

le' mao
HP
MP
EXP

i feel like doing a portrait of aya hirano, she's a pretty talented and cute seiyuu/singer

i got a photobook scans and she actually looks pretty cute there
(cmon there's not even bikini shots so yep i'm a decent guy actually LOL)

what ever it is, lemme finish the YUI portrait and minor stuff 1st.

YUI FTW!!!!


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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

i dreamt about you sitting in an exam with me.

someone i dun remember arranged it so that u could sit beside me

u said u had something to say to me and i said.

i'm not interested to hear.


hmmmmm. bla what does it matter lol


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Monday, September 17, 2007

pri sch class outing.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

very nostalgic.

what can i say hmmmm
yea nostalgic really.


one thing is lol
it feels very anime
for that part where i was able to take a REALLY short walk with my crush last time coincidentally.
she's still pretty much the same, soft spoken and whats not. some typical anime girl character u know haha.

it felt really nice as when i was pri sch i didnt talk to her. i run away from her whenever i see her thanks to her bestie LOL. who shooed me away during class and that cause my phobia.

so anyway my impression of her didnt really change much after 7 years.

certainly dun have that kind of crush on her anymore la DUH.


but at least it was v nice to have a chance like this.


another amazing thing is that only now i realise SO MANY of my pri sch classmates live around my area -.-
in fact there's one just live TWO blocks away from me.
she said she always walk under my block to get home. BUT FOR 7 FREAKING YRS I NVR SEE HER!


yet another thing is.
i feel that i haven grown up. well...
not really la but. i see some smoking (vincent ar u -.- hide it from for 1 whole yr wtf)
one even had baby already gonna marry soon.

wow.
me? i'm just a student doing what a student is doing.
still i dun see a need to change myself, unless talking about physical aspect though.
time really flies. i wonder what i'll be like 7 yrs later =o


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Friday, September 14, 2007

i was urinating in at a urinal.

think of the toilet.... as like the sentosa beach there one. pretty opened and stuff.

but it feels like school.

so as i was peeing, a bunch of girls with those toilet scrubs entered.

i was kinda shocked. just nice there's one urinal beside me so one girl, kinda cute as far as i can remember approached me.

i was frantic but i dunno wad to do! i looked at her and smile, hoping that it'll divert her attention.

she looked at me and smile too.


so after that she explained that this is sorta her CCA (WTF RIGHT)
the supervisor didnt like their standard so they had to clean the guy's toilet too.

so this incident was over, i was telling some unknown guy, shouldnt they put up a board or a notice that cleaning is in process? at least ppl can know.



ANYWAY THIS IS ALL A DREAM.
WTF!

i woke up just to blog this. -.-


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HP aka Health Points - Male attendant of Blood Bank, in charge of keeping the blood.

MP aka Magic Points - Female nurses carrying various jabs of steroids.

EXP aka Experience Points - Old wise dog that keeps feeding you with knowledge.


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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

ok. today lemme 1st give credit to mr kingston too.

no pun behind cos he really helped me alot today on choosing various part of my pc.
literally spent the whole day. he's patient, and help me seek shops after shops.

so yea thanks kingston!

next.
now 22" is suddenly everything become so small LOL. like..... suddenly my blog become so tiny.
i have no idea wad i should do now. actually even this blog box i type in looks smaller.

the down side of this is that i bleed badly.

2.3+++ in the end.

but afterall i'm a happy man with a new com =]. ok bb


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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

22" ftw!!!!!!!

more info later =]


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Monday, September 10, 2007

just because of this incident i decided to blog.

i was listening to songs with my headphones. so one song ended i just casually turn around to look at my room.

i jumped a little cos a cat walked out of my room so nicely.

it's kinda sad but i had to let it leave the house. it kept meowing and if u know me, i actually like cats to quite some extent (but i cant keep them since my mother doesnt allow, any pets or sorts)

i figured it squeezed into my house from the door, u know those metal frame. so i carried it and tried to fit its head with it.

apparently that looked crazy and i have no intention of hurting the cat, it's so adorable.
i opened the door and carried it out a little

kinda painful as it looked reluctant to leave.


blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... on a brighter note it feel really nice to carry it. been EONS since i've touched any cats really. it's obedient and cute =[


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Saturday, September 08, 2007

i'm on anime spree~~~

actually god knows by aya hirano is pretty nice
for the fact that the intro by the electric guitar is DAMN SHIOK

but it's just weird to know that she sang cha la head cha la for lucky star XD

okok bbbbb


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Thursday, September 06, 2007

ummmm a fanart pixel id for konata
and a pixel id for myself =]


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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

updates

1) this is the 3rd wk of holidays.
2) watched lucky star till the latest ep
3) bought a sennheiser 515
4) rewatched 1 litre of tears ep 8

5 more weeks to school.
i suddenly feel weird. after all these i'm back again in sch as a student? but well... i guess it's all good. i need more motivation, more competition to keep me up.

watched lucky star. totally love it. i totally love konata. and i must also credit aya hirano for bring the character out so well!
everyone in school is scrutinizing every piece of art and story they come across. to an extent i feel sick and tired of thinking how story progresses.
lucky star is a perfect escape for relief for me. =]

today zs and me go to jaben@adelphi to look for his amp and look for my headphone.
just nice my onto died on the left side without apparent reason.
tried 515 and it's really nice. still in the midst of getting used to it though. well cos of the weight. other wise it's really perfect for now =]

guess what. i watched 1lot again. i dunno why. i just feel like reliving the moments. feel emotional. to see what i was like in the past. i mean, what did i feel when i was 1st watching it. again i cried. ok i mean tear. but it feels good. i haven cried for a long time, for a 'better' cause..
many lessons can be learnt from aya. i reviewed some values from the story for myself. in fact i feel more positive despite the tearing.


in the end.
i wanna find myself back again. the all positive. all clear headed. the me who had clear goals, no matter how short term it is. i had a positive clear goal. i took too big a step further and find myself lost in my own thoughts.

and you. it's been half a year. it still pricks. i dunno why. anything i see anything i thought of i can still somehow relate to you. feeling bitter in the end. it's just me i guess. i know, logically u will not read this blog anymore. but maybe you, or your friends who see this entry can do me a favor. to let me feel better as a human, as someone who have feelings. it might see minor to anyone but it just doesnt feel right. remove my links from your blog.


ultimately, i think i will be able to find myself back. =]
today's a lil emotional but it ended up still kinda positive isnt it.
yea thanks to 1lot =]

tsk... my blogging habits good right. show u all summary of what i gonna blog about.
if lazy can just read summary =p


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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

TIMOTEI!!!!

sorry for being in love with lucky star and konata LOL







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Sunday, September 02, 2007

i dreamt.

very vivid.

i held someone's hand. i dun really know who she is. but seems familiar.

the feeling was so real.

but the ending was nothing.

even in the dream i know it's just a dream.

she disappeared in the end.

but the feelings were so real.

really.


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