Monday, April 30, 2007
edited version, collaborated with drea.
it's still for you though.. -.-
My Dream
[Verse]
You're telling me
It's all my dream
You're asking me
To take it easy
You never know
How much you meant to me
You say we're friends
It's all the same
Sometimes I feel
Like I'm not there
I've never known
How much I mean to you
[Pre-Chorus]
I've tried
I've tried to let it go
I've cried
I've cried as tears just flow
I really don't know
[Chorus]
I wanna fly high,
Fly into the sky.
I don't wanna know,
Where we will go.
Until that day,
I'll always stay
As long as you don't say
I wanna fly high
Fly into the sky
I don't wanna guess
Where we will go
I'll never know
If this will end
I guess I'll still move on
And it's okay
[Verse]
You're telling me
It's all my dream
You're asking me
To take it easy
You never know
How much you meant to me
You say we're friends
It's all the same
Sometimes I feel
Like I'm not there
I've never known
How much I mean to you
[Pre-Chorus]
I've tried
I've tried to let it go
I've cried
I've cried as tears just flow
I really don't know
[Bridge]
Just let me dream for today
Cos I'm filled up to the brim
I wanna meet you in my dream.
Whatever you say.
Whatever you say.
[Chorus] x2
I wanna fly high,
Fly into the sky.
I don't wanna know,
Where we will go.
Until that day,
I'll be okay
As long as you don't say
I wanna fly high
Fly into the sky
I don't wanna guess
Where we will go
I'll never know
If this will end
I guess I'll still move on
And it's okay
(fade out)
bnn strummed a note at Monday, April 30, 2007
Sunday, April 29, 2007
cant stop listening to YUI's My Generation
she's on a spree really
and this song is really great
moreover, the mtv blew me away
i love YUI so muchhhhhhh
i must buy her album asap, cant take it anymore
other than that it's been restless
...
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 29, 2007
i think this is really the 365th post after so much deleting of posts here and there.
whole day.
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 29, 2007
this song is written for you.
My Dream
[Verse]
You're telling me
It's all my dream.
You're asking me
To take it easy.
You never know
How much you meant to me.
[Verse 2]
You say we're friends
It's all the same
Sometimes i feel
Like i'm not there
I've never known
How much i mean to you
[Pre-Chorus]
I've tried
I've tried to let it go
I've cried
I've cried as tears just flow
I really don't know
[Chorus]
I wanna fly high,
Fly into the sky.
I don't wanna know,
Where we will go.
For it's the day,
That you will stay.
As long as you don't say,
Then it's okay.
[Verse]
You're telling me
It's all my dream.
You're asking me
To take it easy.
You never know
How much you meant to me.
[Verse 2]
You say we're friends
It's all the same
Sometimes i feel
Like i'm not there
I've never known
How much i mean to you
[Pre-Chorus]
I've tried
I've tried to let it go
I've cried
I've cried as tears just flow
I really don't know
[Bridge]
Just let me dream for today
Cos I'm filled up to the brim
I wanna meet you in my dream.
Whatever you say.
Whatever you say.
[Chorus]
I wanna fly high,
Fly into the sky.
I don't wanna know,
Where we will go.
For it's the day,
That you will stay.
As long as you don't say,
It's really okay.Verse 2 contribute by my bitch! Applause for Andrea!
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 29, 2007
Saturday, April 28, 2007
why????
should i just forget this.
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 28, 2007
generally a good day cos i've started to progress quite abit for animation
but when i'm idling or stoning i'm still back to you
it bleeds to be cold
and from then i keep looking at my hp everynow and then hoping u'll ask why i so dao
but nah it was merely my thoughts
nvr expect it to happen anyway.
it hurts really though.
i hardly make any bday wish
but if there's one that'll come true is that i really hope we can at the least just be normal friends
maybe i ask too much
maybe i'm too greedy.
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 28, 2007
Friday, April 27, 2007
i'm tired
both mentally and physically
remember, life's nvr simple to think of. it can be one of the most complex things in the whole world
i'll concentrate on my fyp.
bnn strummed a note at Friday, April 27, 2007
now at my own desk at home blogging.
dun you feel disturbed?
dun you feel uneasy?
if you dun, i do feel that way man.
well it seemed like a good 'restart'
but wad the.
i really talked casually, with no intention of being sarcastic AT ALL
i mean was i ever sarcastic at u?
the way you look at me feels like i've done so much wrong because i talk to u
really, this sucks.
i mean this is the normal me, i talk casually.
i speak direct most of the time
i joke alot, sometimes that i annoy ppl unknowingly
i'm always serious when i talk to you
i'm ranting
i dunno what you went thru for today but
i didnt slp well for 2 days in sch
nvm it's ok, my animation get screwed up
finally gathered up courage to revamp it
it's ok.
saw u over.
i went over with a heaty body and voice
i asked sincerely, though pretty cluelessly
you gave me that cold look with that tinge of hatred wanting me to go away
i hate it.
I REALLY HATE IT
from now on i wont communicate with u unless you want to
i must have sounded like a jerk or a bastard
but really teach me how to do man
how do i treat u so i'm fit enough to really be ur friend?
or what?
or am i too fat? or too ugly?
i really dunno.
but this really disturbs me the whole day.
alternatively maybe just ignore me and i'll get what you mean le
i'm sorry i sound harsh
but i dun wanna hide my feeling when i wanna express this
i in my life try to be overdo things so u will not feel pressured as i like u
but when i treat u like other normal friends with my casual tone u see me as being sarcastic and against u
am i supposed to treat u the way i pursued you or treat you as a friend merely?
i mean my friends have no problem with my tone or what
i dunno
if u really pms i'm sorry
but i dun think wad i said is uncalled for.
sorry.
bnn strummed a note at Friday, April 27, 2007
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
lol in sch now
2am and blogging.
pretty much finished a scene which consist of only one shot
yup
having YUI with me to keep me up.
now listening to a some radio program that she hosts lol
super cuteness lol
bla.
okok
wad should i do now hmmmmmm
lol.
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
small blisters on the ring finger and pinky
quite happy actually cos yes i'm touching guitar again
no excuse for me actually
middle finger still ok but yea
last time it was yellow and dead and smooth, easy to play
now it's painful to play as the dead skin is gone lol
shall build them back again
build -.-
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 22, 2007
hell lot of weird dreams in a night
dreamt that i was given alot of 50 bucks note
dreamt that i was in HMV buying YUI's latest album
dreamt that the album suddenly increase its price to 50+++ bucks and suddenly drop to 30+++
dream that the album was red color, which isnt true in real life
and some other stuffs around that's weird.
bla
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 22, 2007
hm suddenly i felt weird.
kinda feel uneasy.
i dunno the exact cause of it
lol
just feeling v weird out of nowhere really.
4 05am now
i better slp, wake up tomorrow, i mean later
and start doing animation diligently
feeling pretty inspired by all the animation links i went over just now.
well this weird feeling will subside i believe. lol -.-
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 22, 2007
Saturday, April 21, 2007
finally saturday and i finally can take time to rest.
next wk is 8th week and i'm still insignicantly motivated compared to when i was at sp4
and neglected guitar
was quite stoned when was at lis' house yest.
i should practise with short term goals so i can really achieve them. rather than randomly strumming stupidly
the moment i wake up i've been watching romance show wth =.=
it's like one after another on tv -.-
it must be crazy for someone to be with me
hey dun get me wrong i'm not depressed or demoralised.
just being practical.
everyone can say that love would be beyond looks and things like that
let's just be more practical at times.
if you cant be comfortable with the person's physical presence
no matter how good his nature is or how talented he is, it's quite impossible isnt it?
of course, having that said. it's gonna be stupid and wallow in sadness and pessimism
i'm not ugly lol
i'm just obese. well i certainly can see how possible it is to really slim down
it's not impossible that i know. so i'll work it out.
with that
i'd be able to like you with more pride
even though it's kinda stupid knowing in the end i might just still end up alone
but lol in a way it's still worth it as i learn things in life along the way
i'm also quite a naive person who seeks for an ideal relationship too haha
speaking of which.
u can ignore the above part. but yea, how about a sketchbook really?
bla..
think over it?
lol
time to work soonnnnnnnnnn
haha zzz
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 21, 2007
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
ummmmmmmmmmmm
i seriously wad will the future be like.
like ms grace always say. the (fill in the blank) is over before you know it
funny stuff.
watched some shows on sat and it said something so hmmmm
'no matter what i WILL NEVER GIVE UP TO MAKE YOU LIKE ME!'
well that's from a girl in the show
lol
though it's still feeling kinda weird.
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Saturday, April 14, 2007
this is more like a drama or a dream.
actually i'm at loss to what to say.
i thought i had alot to say.
argh.
life's ok now.
to me it feels like a new stage and chapter of life.
what about you?
all the feelings, the pain the sorrow that brings to a new conclusion.
the heck.
why need to talk till so chim right. -.-
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 14, 2007
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
been counting cats along the way home under the mrt tracks for sometime
lol
i think 14-5 for today lol
will be sad if there's v little cats
will be smiling if there's alot
so naive LOL
haha.
well.
perhaps it's time to try letter
in a fun way.
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
counted 19 cats today.
uh.
you.
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Monday, April 09, 2007
dc-ed while talking to zq -.-
stupid net
reality check - whether i like it or not, i still have to start running. if i dun run now for napfa, for health. i'll still need to run in army.
life's getting interesting.
on another note.
i cant contain it and i still do care.
sounds very very corny. and probably scary.
what can i do?
haha
bnn strummed a note at Monday, April 09, 2007
Sunday, April 08, 2007
why do i act so nonchalent.
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 08, 2007
Saturday, April 07, 2007
watching badminton videos on youtube
suddenly when stopped to load, i realised the tv drama was saying something like
if you're set to forget someone
will it be so easy to forget?
haha =o
funny line
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 07, 2007
how is it possible to cut the threads off?
mixed.
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 07, 2007
it's raining.
it's raining.
the only thing u can do is to use an umbrella to shelter urself
but no matter how much u can shelter
rainwater will still get in
bla
i dunno wad i'm talking about.
blogging isnt good.
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 07, 2007
Thursday, April 05, 2007
it wont change now despite the comments
i still do
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, April 05, 2007
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
hm
well maybe it's just too long nvr see so i got all awkward.
dun mind me for not saying hi
i'm not dao haha
just kinda awkward for a start =]
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Monday, April 02, 2007
looked thru several months of archive from urs
realised the pics u're posting is getting lesser and lesser lol
tsk i think u know who you are.
pretty much just wanna post wad i feel like blogging
what i feel like saying
not really talking about you intentionally so to get ur attention or what
but hey i'm damn fine! lol
well if these entries do get attention from you (in a good way)
then haha
but that's not the main point uh lemme re emphasise.
i gave up forgetting
anyway
it's impossible to think of how to forget
how to think of how to forget?
get the irony behind? LOL
anyway this feeling has evolved once again
from light, to heavy (very actually) to light again
it's a good thing cos as much as the feeling holds, i take things easier now
tsk.
it's funny to see the pics u post in ur blog long ago show my slight infatuation for you then.
hahahahahahahahahahaha.
-.-
in the end. i hope not many ppl visit my blog LOL
bnn strummed a note at Monday, April 02, 2007
lol
it's happy to see couples around me so loving and happy
which reminds me that my 2nd sis just got engaged and my da jie is holding her wedding dinner in december this yr.
lol
it just brings me back to the point of pondering
if different ppl have different ways to touch their hearts
can u impart the secret about u to me?
LOL
zzzzzzz =p
bnn strummed a note at Monday, April 02, 2007
Sunday, April 01, 2007
life's getting very very interesting lately.
1) that has not very occupied my mind alot lately.
2) nice freelance! - must start doing asap.
3) wtf badminton. why? so inspired by zq and his gf grace =o
i mean i always preferred badminton over any sports. well last time was because i think it's a sport that i can be involved in most. unlike basketball or soccer which i can hardly touch the ball. but whoa i think as i start to play longer i'm starting to like it more somehow, esp after seeing zq =oooo
(seeing me type in a paragraph is so rare wtf)
4) i must start losing weight again. slacked for 2 months. no progress, going downhill. this mustnt happen. no way. i must correct my eating habit and speed again. need to swim, start to run, and play more badminton.
5) fyp. this 4 weeks have been a half slack half work condition for me. and this is so not me. give myself another 30 more min to slack after blogging and i shall complete wadeva i can for today.
6) sentosa yesterday. now my shoulder and back hurts like hell. should have put more tanning oil at those areas -.- but i look tanner! lol -.-
7) bought another cardigan from ipzone. brown color one. then after i bought. i was wondering if the one zq have is the same as mine wtf -.- but i needed another one anyway.
8) minor must be done properly! it must be. i have no where else to fall back to. do or die.
9) weirdly speaking it's been a long time since i've been blogging like this. i hardly type so much about my life in one go right? =o
10) this is getting still. so next time.
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 01, 2007