Friday, March 30, 2007
do i sound really bad?
LOL
um i'm perfectly fine.
well i just feel pretty slowly lately for fyp
but wow the thought of.... LOL =o
that's nice lol
hmmmmm
on another note.
aiya
i also dunno wad to say
life's currently good
bnn can never die
bnn strummed a note at Friday, March 30, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007
numbers
i check ur blog more than 10 times a day (out of habit)
it's over 10-20 times that i forgot what else i wanna type.
like now
bnn strummed a note at Monday, March 26, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
it's been like 3 yrs into blogging
but not even 365 posts? =o
hmmmm i noticed i deleted quite alot of posts every now and then
i think u know
i think u know it really
it's perhaps just my guess
but -.- it's strong
maybe it's just hard to grasp the thread in this rain
nothing's bad
everything's fine
i dunno
haha
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, March 24, 2007
uh..
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, March 24, 2007
Friday, March 23, 2007
i dunno how long it's gonna take
to really be friends though
uh..
zzz lol slp
bnn strummed a note at Friday, March 23, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
why dun you just
cut me totally off
rather than tearing me apart but not totally
why dun you just
let me hate you
rather than letting me blame myself
even the stray cats on the street turn back to take a look at me
but not you
what can be romantic to you
while all the heart i gave was merely for a friend
why dun you just
say bye bye
rather than saying hi to a stranger
actually it's just me
lol it's too much of emo songs
inspiring lol
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, March 22, 2007
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
haha
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
It's Happy Line.
Who am I living for?
The cloudy days pass me by.
This weakness, this pain:
Do I feel all of it, or just a little?
I drowned myself in memories, but it didn't help.
So I'll start living for today.
But even if I'm a bit lost, yeah, yeah
Before dawn, the twinkling stars vanished.
I wonder: are they really gone?
Or will they be back tomorrow?
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.
What should I believe in?
My life flies past me and I don't even know it.
No matter what the night brings,
Please, don't frown.
Everyone has happy faces and voices,
I wonder if I can see them.
But even if I can't laugh, yeah, yeah.
I've found my courage at last.
I saw your red eyes and I tried to laugh.
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.
I drowned myself in memories, but it didn't help.
So I'll start living for today.
But even if I'm a bit lost, yeah, yeah
Before dawn, the twinkling stars vanished.
I wonder: are they really gone?
Or will they be back tomorrow?
Tomorrow never knows
It's Happy Line.
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, March 20, 2007
when i'm supposed to be slping
i'm missing you.
tell me all that
was really just my illusion
right in my face
right in my face
tell me i'm wrong for now
tell me u have ur reasons for this
lol
perhaps you could tell me to wake up my idea lol
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Monday, March 19, 2007
haha
my usual qns would be
so late le
why still not slping?!
bla
bnn strummed a note at Monday, March 19, 2007
Saturday, March 17, 2007
you
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, March 17, 2007
Friday, March 16, 2007
barely 2 weeks.
things have slowly settled.
but.
at nights like this it's hard not to think of you.
uh..
as i see the 'waves' that's pulsing infront of the com
i hope i receive some sms
but they're always false alarms.
i wish
u'd sms
lol
bnn strummed a note at Friday, March 16, 2007
Monday, March 12, 2007
i'm listening to the song you like.
haha..
i'm starting to sound stupid right
bnn strummed a note at Monday, March 12, 2007
Sunday, March 11, 2007
it stands for rain in japanese.
it comes with dark clouds and thunder
but usually after rain it's sunshine or rainbow.
but u know it's gonna rain again sometime in future.
bla...
when will rain be forgotten?
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, March 11, 2007
been filling myself with dota dota dota.
feeling yet a little empty again.
how are you?
what are you doing now?
haha..
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, March 11, 2007
Monday, March 05, 2007
so well.
it probably gets frozen up again.
=]
bnn strummed a note at Monday, March 05, 2007
you werent the one i knew
i couldnt feel you
not even a tinge of warmth.
plain coldness like it is right
many questions in my mind i couldnt solve.
it's pointless to think anyway.
neither will i sought the answers from you.
it's certainly futile.
where were the you i knew?
where did you go?
or have you always been here, just that i never knew the real you.
maybe it's true
i'm plain naive.
it isnt sadness
it isnt pain now either.
it's something hanging
out of nowhere in my thoughts.
wondering where you went.
for the you i knew aint here anymore.
ice cold.
but i'll be alright.
i'm just over reacting
life should be how this you portray.
nonchalant, happy and on your own.
it's just that something's hanging
out of nowhere in my thoughts.
i'll probably get used to this coldness
or choosing to hide with a facade.
i dunno about myself
just like i barely know you.
but.
i miss that you
i really do.
i miss her warmth and smile.
if it's really there or just my dreams.
bnn strummed a note at Monday, March 05, 2007
Sunday, March 04, 2007
i woke up feeling empty.
but it's not sad, i guess
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, March 04, 2007