Monday, October 23, 2006

deleted my warcraft today.

my last 3 games were kinda nice

this also meant

a real start of a new chapter.

i'm ready to move on as a new person after the sleep.

watched deathnote with sganime oldbies

uh i'm not gonna talk about the movie cos bleh comments are all over the place

but i loved that outing

i was so.......

um...

for a long time i didnt feel this way

the feeling of closeness with dear friends

though it isnt much but i really enjoy everyone's presence

it's a very special outing to me.

no drawing.

just chatting and chatting to daybreak





so next

focusing on

1) health
2) studies
3) guitar
4) helping my sis
5) ha.. huh?

my mind kinda wanders.

cos. i also dunno.

are you to everyone? haha.

wth am i saying. lol.

i love the sound of fingers sliding across the strings

and the sound of the metal strings ringing


well i still feel strapped on to some unwanted feelings and responsibility

but it's all forms of escapism that i am now taking.

and i guess

if i go on saying these crap people will complain this is incomphrehensible

bla.


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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

the guitar lying there.

soundless. a tinge of loneliness.

i've been wondering.
how much does it take to become what i want in future

friends?
time?

many times in my eyes i can see that the fire in me fades off pretty fast at many times.

i do blame myself.

no one else.
but i'll need abit more time to settle my thoughts regarding this life.

will i get repelled?
or should i even think about these?

lol.

seriously lately i have no idea how to blog.

as if anyone understands wad i'm saying.
lol

but well.

i guess by typing this much you can call this a proper blogging.

i realised 2.5 yrs ago till now

my blogging style changed alot

if got time please take a look at those archives

lol.

hm

i can see that i'm not exactly lost.
but unwilling to move on.

can i indulge myself as a kid?

lol =]

ok at least let me improve in guitar.
no i mean i'll choose to improve.
lol


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