Monday, October 23, 2006
deleted my warcraft today.
my last 3 games were kinda nice
this also meant
a real start of a new chapter.
i'm ready to move on as a new person after the sleep.
watched deathnote with sganime oldbies
uh i'm not gonna talk about the movie cos bleh comments are all over the place
but i loved that outing
i was so.......
um...
for a long time i didnt feel this way
the feeling of closeness with dear friends
though it isnt much but i really enjoy everyone's presence
it's a very special outing to me.
no drawing.
just chatting and chatting to daybreak
so next
focusing on
1) health
2) studies
3) guitar
4) helping my sis
5) ha.. huh?
my mind kinda wanders.
cos. i also dunno.
are you to everyone? haha.
wth am i saying. lol.
i love the sound of fingers sliding across the strings
and the sound of the metal strings ringing
well i still feel strapped on to some unwanted feelings and responsibility
but it's all forms of escapism that i am now taking.
and i guess
if i go on saying these crap people will complain this is incomphrehensible
bla.
bnn strummed a note at Monday, October 23, 2006
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
the guitar lying there.
soundless. a tinge of loneliness.
i've been wondering.
how much does it take to become what i want in future
friends?
time?
many times in my eyes i can see that the fire in me fades off pretty fast at many times.
i do blame myself.
no one else.
but i'll need abit more time to settle my thoughts regarding this life.
will i get repelled?
or should i even think about these?
lol.
seriously lately i have no idea how to blog.
as if anyone understands wad i'm saying.
lol
but well.
i guess by typing this much you can call this a proper blogging.
i realised 2.5 yrs ago till now
my blogging style changed alot
if got time please take a look at those archives
lol.
hm
i can see that i'm not exactly lost.
but unwilling to move on.
can i indulge myself as a kid?
lol =]
ok at least let me improve in guitar.
no i mean i'll choose to improve.
lol
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, October 04, 2006