Sunday, April 30, 2006
ok
b4 i go to slp
i accidentally came across my past posts
i realised the line breaks in between my content increased drastically
the way i play with my words is also more matured LOL.
um
time changes someone.
but can see i'm still as deprived as b4 -.-
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 30, 2006
restless.
5.02am.
uh.
sunday.
uh.
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 30, 2006
Saturday, April 29, 2006
well..
today i felt dumb.
but i felt lighter.
felt scared.
felt glad.
felt relaxed.
sorry to just... drop a bomb like this.
whatever it is... i dun regret =x
um it just seem like an act of rashness judging from the time but
i thought it thru
it's not.
nothing much matters.
as in what will come
what's most important is that it makes you smile.
that's all.. =]
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 29, 2006
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
i know i'm at a loss.
i know i nvr know what will come next for this.
but i also know.
being down doesnt help anything.
i will BRACE UP and FACE IT.
with my heart.
with this pulse in me.
with no regrets.
=D
i finally found 1lot's book, the chinese version
bought it
reading in progress.
i'll be as strong as aya!
aya! thanks!!!!!
your wish has definitely come true no matter where you are.
although when you are still alive what you could do was limited.
but what you contributed to many people's heart and soul is definitely infinite!
i deeply appreciate the strength in you and i'll look up to you as my source of strength!
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Monday, April 24, 2006
it sets me thinking alot.
as in
how i should go about approaching
as in
suddenly realising that what thought previously might not neccessarily be the best way.
i dunno how to continue this line actually
suddenly i started to think again
more things came out
all stuck.
but well
nvrtheless
the sincerity doesn't change.
but the amount of courage, yes.
well.
if i don't think alot
that's not me.
bnn strummed a note at Monday, April 24, 2006
Sunday, April 23, 2006
saw the most beautiful evening sky today
it's like trying to encourage me to look on the brighter side and be happy
indeed
i feel much happier today
even though i'm pretty much still on my own
but i know i'm not alone.
the result doesnt matter
the process does
as long as i've done it
it doesnt matter if it is foolish
cause when i look back
i can proudly tell myself
i've already done what i could without regrets
and perhaps u can smile at such silly stuffs you done uh?
one thing i learnt
smiling from your heart is good
and remember, if you need someone to encourage you to smile
that someone can be yourself. give urself a chance to encourage urself =]
lol
some survey thing next
What Are You Afraid Of?
[ ] the dark
[ ] being single
[ ] being commited
[ ] getting married
[x] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep - anesthesia
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[x] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] hell
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[x] doctors, including DENTISTS!
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STDs
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] being alone
[x] losing my friends/family
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[x] being murdered in my sleep
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 23, 2006
Saturday, April 22, 2006
what's wrong with falling down, as long as you can stand up again?
why dwell on the past? do whatever that you can for the present.
watched 1lot 8-9 again
teared a bit again
but felt way better.
that went on my mind.
what more i can say to make my message clearer.
it doesnt matter what will come.
if i can tell myself, i already used all my heart to convey it.
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 22, 2006
am i very scary?
am i?
i bet i am...
just merely 5 days
i duno where i belong anymore.
bnn strummed a note at Saturday, April 22, 2006
Friday, April 21, 2006
...
＿￣○
bnn strummed a note at Friday, April 21, 2006
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i wonder how many reads this blog of mine.
well.
i've been thinking.
sometimes my senses tells me something
sometimes my logic tells something other wise.
sometimes my feeling tells me this.
sometimes my brain denies it.
should i believe wad i feel
or convince myself that i'm just a paranoid over every single trivial things in the whole wide world?
uh
if you know, or you think that this could be the ans to my qns.
tag me.
wadeva, i mean, i haven seen anyone tagging my board for such a long time.
lol
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Monday, April 17, 2006
new academic yr
new modules
old me
now.
creating good art doesnt consist of superb technique or amazing concept.
i wanna see people feeling for my art.
um.
now i wanna see someone smile.
lol.
=]
bnn strummed a note at Monday, April 17, 2006
Friday, April 14, 2006
i'll be stronger!!!
than cockroaches -.-
lol
uh
not good to spend all the time indulging in negative thoughts
and by the way i was looking at a cd yesterday
i look at it, it was beautiful with many many colors
so i thought
'if your world is plain and white, you should feel fortunate. as all colors come together to form white'
make sense?
doesnt sound aesthetically nice but it does make sense isnt it.
=]
bnn strummed a note at Friday, April 14, 2006
http://spastabear.livejournal.com/70749.html?mode=replydidnt really want to blog this up here
but i dun see why i shouldnt, after finishing it
usually i'd say, 'dun mind me'
but since i show the link means i'll be contradicting myself.
so i'd gladly say i'm an attention seeker.
lol
bnn strummed a note at Friday, April 14, 2006
Thursday, April 13, 2006
there's nothing complex about me
maybe the more interesting question is
why i prefer to stay up at night than in the day.
dreams
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, April 13, 2006
Monday, April 03, 2006
well
feel a little outcast for not being ogl
not as if that matters alot to me anyway actually.
uh
shall go slp then
anyway it's 3.53pm in the day LOL
bnn strummed a note at Monday, April 03, 2006
Sunday, April 02, 2006
watched densha otoko until ep 8
i must say
although some parts quite lame ar
it's quite cute and romantic
haiz.
LOL...
recommended by me anyway
watch out for horikita maki!!!!!!!!!!!
love her to bits XD
sawajiri erika as well~~~~
but she not in this show
ya so pls do watch ichi rittoru no namida.
uhuh..
yamada in densha otoko said: i dun want you to be in just my dreams!
uhuhuh.
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 02, 2006
uh
some dreams are meant to be dreams
bnn
lol
dun dream too much.
=]
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, April 02, 2006