Monday, January 30, 2006

haven been really blogging about my feelings and stuff like i used to last time.

dun see the need and dun see the point lol.
just makes me look stupider each time.

but well..
these days just kinda
i dunno what's reality what's not

it's ok.

happy new yr =]


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Sunday, January 29, 2006

yay
i managed to shou ye

people says it brings luck to ur parents if u do that
wheeee
lol

supposed to be tired
but was zi high during the AI game in dota -.-
1v4AI

my atk was 93-96+485 with 2x crit
1285 was the highest damage LOL

shiok

okok...
i go slp now =D


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happy cny =]

new wip
i'm doing the coloring
lineart's from a guy called chainer from a forum
nice isnt it the lineart?


trying out new style of coloring
=]


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Monday, January 23, 2006

yay

redid another zig

now the eyes are textured lol
self made

nothing gd at all but just to fill it so it wont look creepy lol

this time round was much faster
but due to slacking and on and off with other things
i dunno how long i took
i just knew it was much
much much easier than last time lol








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Sunday, January 22, 2006

i've forgotten how it has etched in my memory
but when i downloaded the theme songs today the feelings came to me

pretty deeply touched.

i cant recall when i actually watch it
but it is definitely when i was just a young kid

Edward Scissorhands

very nice

i'm trying to download the film
and gonna do the typo for it.

i hope i will do justice of it
=]


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time's running out

seems ample and all over the place but when you look deeper

by june

i must finish:

a human model (self learn)
a storyboard time reel - personal project -> scrapped story from pebble pet
kiribans - ASAP
liesl's bday gift art =x - EVEN MORE ASAP
ame's super jialat art trade - try to ASAP =x
a proper portfolio with charcoal works and maybe 2? more personal works - B4 STUDIO PROJ ENDS!
LEARN MORE MAYA - perhaps till rigging and more texturing

that's all for now
adding more maybe


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Friday, January 20, 2006

lately i've been sleeping very late

either do maya on my own initiative

or pretty much stoning

but today's just very worth it


guess i need to replenish my energy on friday night.

3-4 hours a day isnt good for health.



but today i let them all out

=D

thankssssss

-bish-


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Thursday, January 19, 2006

















WHEEEE

I THOUGHT THIS IS KINDA INTERESTING!

LOL

ACCIDENTALLY!


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Wednesday, January 18, 2006








































how to show that i'm singaporean?




kiasu =D

got my assignment 2 for maya today
supposed to hand up in 3 wks time

finish it already XD


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Monday, January 16, 2006

i see 17th jan coming

i no money XD

so..
lol

http://img16.imageshack.us/img16/9788/ame117yj.jpg (edited liao =D)

na happy bday LOL
=p

dun ask me why this bday pic is like this

probably cos i do it at 3am in the morning and nothing else comes into my mind

but the moral of the story is..




this present is to hope you get wadeva you hope for

(i hope u get pim...... -runs away-)


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Thursday, January 12, 2006

there are infinite reasons why i hate maple
lol.

but they just kinda gonna ruin my friends around me
my sister as well

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

begone u stupid piece of rubbish.



lol...
i'm cranky.. =D


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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

wondering why i haven post any daily updates?

been trying out maya since yesterday
3 tries
1st 2 failed terribly
last one looks finally like a head
but then..
doesnt resemble zig lol

but well
i'm pretty satisfied for now
=D







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Monday, January 09, 2006

gawd i have nothing to update today.
i mean the drawings.
but was learning maya and helping ame out with illustrator pretty much this afternoon and evening.

right now
i'm just so damn confused about my religious beliefs.

lol..

bla not a topic i'd love to go into.


lately i've been feeling extremely stupid.
stupid over myself.
i cant stand the way i am

i mean.
i dun even know wad is this.

i'm not even looking back
but when it just face that..
the stupid feeling comes back again

i dun even know if i haven already forgotten the..
i think pretty much so
but that STUPID feeling just LINGERS

i mean that..
mellow yet sad
numb yet pain

blah
that's about it


ok
i've been pretty much
slapping myself
in terms of drawing, not really drawing
i mean life.

yea
and other stuff
just like many...

'cmon dun be stupid's

i'm trying to tell myself that sitting infront of the com
that me isnt at the true state of me

me alone in this world
without this comp
wont think like this

i am serious about this and i am dead serious

lol

bleh.

i wonder wad i should get
or should i even get them..
hmm


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Sunday, January 08, 2006



















update on morning jump
colors not set to the ideal one yet


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http://forums.cgsociety.org/showthread.php?t=300501&page=1&pp=15
omg i wanna do something like this!!!!

i'm gonnaaaaa......
omg...
=x


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Friday, January 06, 2006









































daily drawing post!

um revised wad i learnt over the yrs today
by teaching and sharing
it was gd

=]

wads most important is i manage to extend the wake up call from riku to the other people who i see as friends.


gd day


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Thursday, January 05, 2006

hey hey...

found some video tutorials for MAYA =o

meaning no reading
and just like viewing wad tcher is teaching

IN A MUCH relaxed manner
not bad!!!

muahahahahahaha
i not gonna post the link =D

msg me in msn if you want

-points at ame-


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Morning Jump!

eh wrong la
supposed to be an improvised version of evening jump
but turned out to look like morning instead

correcting again soon.

anyway i posted something in livejournal
see if you think it's correct.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/spastabear/61781.html?mode=reply
lol...

=]


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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

maybe i should have a daily doodle post
will keep my momentum on
=D

Evening Jump
45min quickie on pscs2



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Tuesday, January 03, 2006


aha.


how i wish i was with VIP people more often
i'm always so guilty of neglecting them ALL THE TIME

sorry.....
sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...........

bleh
talked to wk more lately
told him much more about myself
esp lately

he told me about himself too lol

i act gay but i'm not
i mean it's just fun la
i know it's disgusting LOL

hahahahaha

i personally cannot stand guys doing that (WHAT I DID) to me
LOL


bleh.
trying maya and illustrator more later =]


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copied wad i posted in a forum in a thread with the drawing progress over the yrs

1st serious art ever did, and the 1st art i posted in GW - 2002http://www.geocities.com/desmond_is_here/edit.html

next is my 'best work'
why the ' ' is because the typography really sucks
i believe i'm much better in it now.
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18156734/

next - after i enter my new course, i haven had any personal works for a long time
a portrait of a friend
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22989217/

random doodle
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23018880/

one of my major project works
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23880888/
yea they are in chronological order

practising alot inside and outside school
but all lazy to scanbut that's about it
hope to improve much more


cmon let's improve together =]

my most important new yr resolution
to improve in my drawing alot alot alot alot alot

and
i mean it.

=]


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Monday, January 02, 2006

was thinking of returning back to blogspot to blog.

lol

lala.

maybe spam drawings here
.

wadeva -.-


saw one dialog in the advertisement for grey's anatomy

girl: can you stop looking at me like that?!
guy: like wad?!
girl: like as if i am naked!

hahahaha


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