Wednesday, August 31, 2005

in a way.

i am crazy now.
my visions are flawed.

both, the specs and computer.

i almost vomitted blood with regards to my specs.

blood really boiled just now.
i hardly really get pissed off till such extent

but yet i feel guilty as my sister just was trying to help me.
perhaps i'm just angry that she doesnt understand my objective.

i was able to cool down soon
glad about it














cant seem to shake it off.
i am able to accept it but it's so.
i trying.

why?
why..
maybe it'll be fine just as.
i'll gladly accept this and it together.

i know it's gonna
maybe i can
well.













isn't things always like this for me?
um i guess so.







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