Thursday, July 28, 2005
i'm kinda curious
or rather...
hmmm
feeling wierd
that yf's blog is no longer around.
wad happened?
umm...
sometimes i ponder
perhaps over nothing
over why
we exist as humans this way
for wad?
wad for?
life itself is an amusing thing IMO.
today i see in a forum, people talking about big bang theory
is it part of science?
uh or some belief made up to 'understand' how this world came about?
i'm a buddhist but i think i act more like a free thinker
i'm guilty in a way
when i have trouble i'll chant amitabha
when there's nothing i'll forget about it.
uh......
._.
ummm
still amused at ame's blog's content
she made her blog pretty adventurous
i think it's the most 'watchable' blog hahahahahahaha
o.O
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
it feels gd to know that u are still able to move ur fingers
still able to see the screen
still able to think and blog
still able to breathe
let's cherish it
=]
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, July 28, 2005
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
2 months?
3 months?
i gave up waiting for huda's blogskin in a way.
uh...
3 months.
made new friends
established new friendship
established new barriers
established new style of communication
established a new me.
the feeling is so different
it's so near yet so far
so near
um....
i'm so o.o by the fact that most of what i post now is not what happen
actually it's a diary of my feelings
U know..
YOU know. i made this blog public hence i have the responsiblity to have limit to what i type.
but..
hmmmmmm...
i still long for it.
uh.....
life's pretty good
but i know something's lacking
or perhaps
it the feeling that i've gained made me feel that something is lacking
i guess
it's not lacking
it's just my pure desire.
pure? uh....
but i'm CURRENTLY contented i guess...
i'm able to control myself in a way
well, i'm not making myself sound like a beast yea?
so sick of seeing my sister blog
yet.
i'm blogging now.
of course it's on a whole different basis and level haha.
i hope..
one day
either my feelings is gone.
or
i have gotten it.
still gotta love the =D
=p
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, July 27, 2005