Thursday, July 28, 2005

i'm kinda curious
or rather...
hmmm
feeling wierd

that yf's blog is no longer around.
wad happened?

umm...

sometimes i ponder
perhaps over nothing
over why
we exist as humans this way
for wad?
wad for?

life itself is an amusing thing IMO.

today i see in a forum, people talking about big bang theory
is it part of science?

uh or some belief made up to 'understand' how this world came about?

i'm a buddhist but i think i act more like a free thinker
i'm guilty in a way
when i have trouble i'll chant amitabha
when there's nothing i'll forget about it.

uh......
._.


ummm
still amused at ame's blog's content

she made her blog pretty adventurous
i think it's the most 'watchable' blog hahahahahahaha
o.O

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


it feels gd to know that u are still able to move ur fingers
still able to see the screen
still able to think and blog
still able to breathe




let's cherish it
=]


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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

2 months?




3 months?

i gave up waiting for huda's blogskin in a way.

uh...
3 months.
made new friends
established new friendship
established new barriers
established new style of communication
established a new me.

the feeling is so different
it's so near yet so far
so near


um....
i'm so o.o by the fact that most of what i post now is not what happen
actually it's a diary of my feelings
U know..

YOU know. i made this blog public hence i have the responsiblity to have limit to what i type.

but..
hmmmmmm...

i still long for it.




uh.....
life's pretty good
but i know something's lacking
or perhaps
it the feeling that i've gained made me feel that something is lacking


i guess
it's not lacking
it's just my pure desire.
pure? uh....


but i'm CURRENTLY contented i guess...
i'm able to control myself in a way
well, i'm not making myself sound like a beast yea?

so sick of seeing my sister blog

yet.
i'm blogging now.

of course it's on a whole different basis and level haha.


i hope..
one day
either my feelings is gone.
or

i have gotten it.





still gotta love the =D

=p


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