Monday, February 21, 2005
aiya..
sometimes in a blog is also very hard to voice out thru feelings
sometimes wad i think may be childish but i do give it a second thought
i'm so contradicted by myself sometimes.
pardon me.
bnn strummed a note at Monday, February 21, 2005
Sunday, February 20, 2005
com spoilt for 2.5 wks
hence no post
i'm once again lost in my freedom and responsiblity as a VI
i have lost the feeling of why i join in the 1st place
seen many many hear look observe...
after all... i dunno what i'm supposed to feel actually
but maybe i hope i'll be mia for hq when i go poly but i'll still take care of tk if possible
nah i dunno wad i'm feeling now
i just feel quite retarded
it's disappointing to hear that the accreds taken previously isnt enuff to obtain our ranks in reality
so wads the stand we actually take
just to force us to become wad they need?
i suddenly realised that i dun wish to lead or head anymore
i mean at the start i din want to
i prefer to guide ppl along and learn together with same identity and authority
i mean learn as frens together and improve together
i've lost my feel as someone in UG
i'm not sad or wadeva
just a general feeling after this past few wks
nvm
blogging soon
sorry for such lousy content anyway lol
bnn strummed a note at Sunday, February 20, 2005