Monday, December 20, 2004

hmmmmmmmmm
i'm supposed to update my blog
i sound very dead and unwilling isnt it?
but not really

i just suddenly dunno wad to type
suddenly too many things until i forgot wad i want to type liao....

this wk is the wk...
if the email comes... i pass.. if not... i'll STILL GO FOR THE JUNE CAMP!
but i'll be sad tho... XD

hmmmm haven been reading manga like before
and i read damn slow
read rest read rest
i'm not the kind that can read manga all the way until finish one..
must rest then read =.=
but ichigo 100% 5...
i really like toujou alot man...

i can feel the emotions portrayed the characters... esp the main guy... =.=
toujou all the way...


hmmm lemme tok about red cross...
VIP has come to an end... but it marks a beginner of many ppl's life (i hope mine's included)
we've also made alot of new, yet true frens...
i feel more encouraged and willing to face new stuffs and challenges...
i feel more optimistic about life and i am more happy...
on the contrary i miss my sganime frens... but i know i will take sometime to get back to them...

basically i have to many emotions in me now that i dunno how i wanna be and howi wanna BLOG...

hmmm my feelings have slowly settled down... i mean... i dun miss and think that much...
i know why but i wanna confirm wad i think
but i know wad i think is mostly wad i am =.=
but yet again even if it is there is nothing wrong
cos it's meant to be a healing process, not a burden for me
i am more of free of such cases now...

yea if u dunno wad i toking about then it's ok =]
if u know wad i toking about... i also dunno wad to say =]

was browsing thru the photos for the camp... really memorable...
i guess it's all these memories and faith that bond everyone together... to excel...

i dunno wad to say up to now but i dun wish to end my post...
afterall i'm supposed to post a long one....

haven been drawing for sometime...
kinda worried and feeling wierd at times about it...
i dunno la..........................

do i sound pessimistic?
i really dunno... =.= no la i dun think so... just feeling sian

oh ya... yi min is suspected to have bronchitis...
well i dun really know her but she is from VIP...
hope nothing happens to her yea...
=]

now wingtai reminds me that there was supposed to have an interview
he went for it
i was called for
but i didnt go
many ppl didnt go but they got called back for it again
i didnt...
wad does it imply?
i really dunno...

he kept thinking that he will fail...
i dunno
i dunnooooooooooooooooooooo
wads this?

now... lemme get my mindset straight...
there's no such thing as pass or fail...
just prepared or not...
it's ok no matter wad...
yea...

i guess i should end my post now...
getting long and draggy..