Thursday, December 23, 2004
yest actually wanted to blog but suddenly ppl msg me then i distracted and aft that i feel so tired so i went to slp
played bball yesterday.......... yea... been such a long time since i touched a bball like yesterday... feels excellent...
qt damn hyper... hyper is the only word to describe here... lol
today had food trail... it's kinda wierd but we walked quite alot... yet i do not feel very tired...
it's really nice to be able to walk around... see my frens... chat around with them...
very nice
tml still have to go ECP... =.=
i spent like $60 in THREE DAYS! omg...
i am lazy to speak of the details.... =.=
but still i think today and yest was so fun haha...
went arcade today also...
conclusion: GGXX is nice..., QT is mad at certain times... e.g ddr and bishi bashi -,-
she can just shout out of the sudden... hahaha...
there are so many details yet i am sooooo lazy to include...
but it's fun experiences with RC ppl... =D
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, December 23, 2004
Monday, December 20, 2004
hmmmmmmmmm
i'm supposed to update my blog
i sound very dead and unwilling isnt it?
but not really
i just suddenly dunno wad to type
suddenly too many things until i forgot wad i want to type liao....
this wk is the wk...
if the email comes... i pass.. if not... i'll STILL GO FOR THE JUNE CAMP!
but i'll be sad tho... XD
hmmmm haven been reading manga like before
and i read damn slow
read rest read rest
i'm not the kind that can read manga all the way until finish one..
must rest then read =.=
but ichigo 100% 5...
i really like toujou alot man...
i can feel the emotions portrayed the characters... esp the main guy... =.=
toujou all the way...
hmmm lemme tok about red cross...
VIP has come to an end... but it marks a beginner of many ppl's life (i hope mine's included)
we've also made alot of new, yet true frens...
i feel more encouraged and willing to face new stuffs and challenges...
i feel more optimistic about life and i am more happy...
on the contrary i miss my sganime frens... but i know i will take sometime to get back to them...
basically i have to many emotions in me now that i dunno how i wanna be and howi wanna BLOG...
hmmm my feelings have slowly settled down... i mean... i dun miss and think that much...
i know why but i wanna confirm wad i think
but i know wad i think is mostly wad i am =.=
but yet again even if it is there is nothing wrong
cos it's meant to be a healing process, not a burden for me
i am more of free of such cases now...
yea if u dunno wad i toking about then it's ok =]
if u know wad i toking about... i also dunno wad to say =]
was browsing thru the photos for the camp... really memorable...
i guess it's all these memories and faith that bond everyone together... to excel...
i dunno wad to say up to now but i dun wish to end my post...
afterall i'm supposed to post a long one....
haven been drawing for sometime...
kinda worried and feeling wierd at times about it...
i dunno la..........................
do i sound pessimistic?
i really dunno... =.= no la i dun think so... just feeling sian
oh ya... yi min is suspected to have bronchitis...
well i dun really know her but she is from VIP...
hope nothing happens to her yea...
=]
now wingtai reminds me that there was supposed to have an interview
he went for it
i was called for
but i didnt go
many ppl didnt go but they got called back for it again
i didnt...
wad does it imply?
i really dunno...
he kept thinking that he will fail...
i dunno
i dunnooooooooooooooooooooo
wads this?
now... lemme get my mindset straight...
there's no such thing as pass or fail...
just prepared or not...
it's ok no matter wad...
yea...
i guess i should end my post now...
getting long and draggy..
bnn strummed a note at Monday, December 20, 2004
Thursday, December 16, 2004
those ppl created such a havok on my blog =.=
yea wadeva...
this tagboard is for u all to abuse anyway
blogging more later
bnn strummed a note at Thursday, December 16, 2004
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
going for lunch soon then off to airport to send yuching off
lol i just find this wierd
she is like only leaving for a wk but we are liking treating her departure as forever =.=
nah but she's a gd person to be with, a great leader and many other things lol
talked to xin hui yesterday and realised that she likes to draw too!
whahahahahahaha
finally found ppl in rc (other than yh, nothing about him worths mentioning) who likes to draw!
i can list the ppl who tok to me most nowadays liao
coylime - still remains 1st currently, lesser recently tho
yc sir - rose to the 2nd in the matter of hours, an everyday onliner lol
yh - when i am bored i will disturb him and tok cock with him
xin hui - haha a nice person to chat with
i collected my bleach manga yesterday but they still DUN HAVE BOOK 1 and 4! T-T
now i have ichigo 100% 5 in front of me and i guess i'll read it on mrt later
no idea since when pat LY and 3sa know my blog
but then to them:
no matter what kind of obstacles u all face, the greatest obstacles are from you, urselves.
trust me that what u all are going thru, many of us have gone thru, many ppl ARE goin thru as well.
u all are not alone, if u all need help i will help u all for all i can, provided that u all give in ur best efforts
anyway people, feel free to link me, just drop me a msg in tagboard will do.
yea... RC ROX
bnn strummed a note at Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
the decision of joining VI was nvr wrong
that's the best part of it
there's too much things to say
esp about the camp and the extremely tiring activities
but...
these bonds and frens can be nvr found elsewhere!
well i experience quite a BAD back pain right after the hike and it continued all the way to the end of the camp
nvr the less the course encouraged me on and thru
they rox!'
it's just like wad i told to liyue, if no one has given up on u, u DO not HAVE the right to give up
TO LEAD WITH PRIDE! HOO HAA!
bnn strummed a note at Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Friday, December 03, 2004
after i blogged yesterday i visited yh's, yf's, angie's blog
yh didnt update his blog
angie's last post said she stop blogging
i felt really wierd about that...
but yes i always still hope u will be cheerful
not just on the surface but in ur heart too ok~?
yf's blog made me feel the wierdest i and i feel the need to voice it out
she said that she didnt join vi cos yh and i join
she say we will outshine her and hence she find it no point
she say she wan to be a vi who shines and stand out
BUT CMON
you outshine people because of urselves
not because others are not in the same league as u
i feel that her mentality is really wrong
and definitely
yh and i join not because we want to outshine her
i deep from my heart love this unit and i want to give my effort to help them all i can
i am sure yh thinks this way too
i believe yf shares the same thinking
so if we all so feel so, we let yh and i become the physical barrier?
to me, that's just an excuse from her to console herself.
i know i sound bad but that's what i truly feel.
bnn strummed a note at Friday, December 03, 2004
i gave in to the enthu side of me and signed up for VIP
actually it was liyue who made yh and i made this choice
we will not let her give up herself =D
after the camp i think it's really quite havok
the cadets kinda hate the ncos
apparently KK is the main problem
ever since god knows when?
they made unpleasant nicks on msn and it was like oh my god =.=
damn insulting yea
even an ex tk nco feels terrible
it must have been bad for the present ncos who are enthu and on
accreditated rein in mp library at 2 30
went to bugis with him and soon left for the edc campfire
it was my 1st time going out with a cadet in my life lol
it's like hey he's my fren! bahh... he's still my favorite cadet after all
edc campfire was like.... i didnt catch a ball =.=
and was made to do the father ibraham thingy
and hence i suddenly think of the 4d3n camp
exciting and kinda afraid
i'm gonna pass this camp and become a VI
that's for sure
talked to sarah on msn for quite sometime along 12-1 am
her nick was one of the most terrible yea
but i managed to toned her down and let her understand the situation
yea she's quite an understanding girl if u make an effort to explain
on the whole i view cadets of this generation as bombs
u dunno wad will happen if u just knock them on to something slightly
it may just go off and u are dead
afterall managing a unit is 2 way
it takes 2 hands to clap so not only ncos have to do their part, cadets have to recognise their effort and motivate them for more improvements =D
i wonder wad my new red cross life will be like
the one who understands me most is going to army soon
yea ck sir will always be my fav sir~
today i finally yf and zc together
even tho i know this already but i still feel kinda wierd
basically i dun like vs guys as they look at me as if i am a monster
yea but i dun care about it
i observed yh and he looked apparently tired
but i think that's on the surface
i'm pretty sure he hasnt gotten over her
very sure XD
he just want to hide his sorrows i guess
after all u know the hard-to-get girl becomes someone's girlfriend overnite
i feel pretty absurd too XD
i know yh reads my blog
and yes yh, i'm glad u've gotten so much more stronger after so many things
i know u deny and say that u have already forgotten
no matter wad
u're a nice man hahahahahahahaha
i guess i dunno wad i am really toking
but well yh has my respect
not utmost tho XDDDD
i wonder if angie still visits my blog but if u do
hi how do u do? XD (i'm writing this without visiting my tagboard)
yea i'm joining vi
hope to be in the same group as u again
it's fun being in the same group as u
=D
it's been sometime since i've blogged such a long one
maybe due to the fact that i dun wanna slp so early (it's 2 50am now)
oh oh oh oh oh...
i forgotten this
taufik is the singapore idol~
i think he really deserves it man
sly is apparently weaker than taufik bigtime
look at the air in taufik
definitely marvelous
but i wonder if the 1 year contract does him any good
he's in army and apparently now he owes army 1/2 a year
so i really dunno how he's gonna progress lke this?
4 years of life just flew pass me
but many were fond memories
i didnt get them thru my class
but mostly red cross
so red cross dun sux! red cross nvr sux!
tho i miss her alot alot ALOTttttttt....
i just wanna see her smile and blush again sometimes =[
i guess i'm typing too long for people to get used to it
if i feel like it i'll blog again very soon!
tata~
bnn strummed a note at Friday, December 03, 2004