Monday, June 21, 2004

i always create mess for myself

but i know this is gonna be over soon...

the world has got no useless man
only lazy man <=== sadly me

this solitary habit is gonna kill me in the society

but i seem to get along well with people like riku
it's even like when we are alone together we can tok alot

this solitary habit..
it's a must to fit into the world i am in now
but wad about future...
dang..
the future is still blur
meaning..
i am still in such a dilenma of my abilities

funny sounding but it's true

while finding fault in others
i need to identify the biggest fault in me that will fuel me to change thoroughly if i choose to...

it's gonna be hard and pain and sacrificing

no idea

i dunno wad i'm gonna choose

oh yes
b4 i forget..
i dreamt again
of cos different dream this time round
normally i would imagine how she would look like if she put her hair down
and i wanted to see it so damn much...
and wow... it appeared in my dream...
looks amazingly rebonded but not flat and stupid looking
it's a dream i know, but really beautiful... lol

i know everytime when ck toks to me in relaxing manner over a considerably serious matter, it's a bad thing
so will tml be a better day?
i hope so...

was looking at other blogs' tagboards earlier on
realised that this tagboard is cold
lol
but i'm used to it
artworks, lyrics or anything that is related to me is usually cold
is that a hint to the fault i am finding all along?

funny thoughts nowadays
it's ok
it's already gd that i have one thing off my mind and another ending soon

i'm glad
i've learnt
but i've not disciplined myself enuff yet
like wad riku said
he's been disciplined alot thru drawing
me too
but i guess both of us need that breakthru in us

i tok alot today
cos i dun wanna shut my com down
as i will as soon as i finish posting this
=.=

long time since i visit flaw's blog...
time to see see look look... lol


'm using alot of 'magical sounding' terms isnt it lol
nah
so lame
irc nicks
get it?
=.=

i myself, bnn, banana, banyunyu
wadeva u call
=.=

fine fine
i should stop here
cant even stand myself now
LAME