Friday, June 18, 2004

........

honestly i feel sick
i'm thinking on wad i shouldnt be thinking or neednt be thought of

initiative makes the world go round

but wad if it has gone wrong
i dunno
i sudden recalled dreaming about someone dying

it's vivid
died in a house where i am in it
but i left her there
and i went on to do other things
while i, in the dream, worrying at every moment of wad i should do to her

eventually i did nothing

that part was really vivid


is it trying to tell me something..?



unknown pain really
or rather is some i wouldnt wan to know
very dense and stale...
is human bond so feeble?

or if i have to put it in another perspective is that..
there must be a reason for bond and if it cease to exist, the bond is gone

i guess so..
honestly stuck on this

while i'm saying that people are stuck over relationships
isnt it the same?

i dunno..